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it feels like the emptiness inside me is consuming me alive and there’s just more and more of the nothing and the more i try to fill the space the more empty it becomes

i’m a train wreck because my life didn’t end when i was 17

𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐫𝐲 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫

i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn

I'm the only one to blame.

𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭.

I feel too much

I just feel like stuck. Every day is the same and I'm just existing not living.

i hate feeling things so deeply and i hate that they get physical like bitch you’re an EMOTION stay in your lane why does my body hurt

spiraling and spiraling and spiraling.

i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling