love and death

journey 1

I’m not afraid anymore. I still feel like I’m in hell, and I absolutely would not consciously choose this trash life of abusive relationships. I just can see you as a human now, first—not a mother, and that’s progress. Painful progress. Baby steps or whatever dumb phrase they say.

proper tribute to this film,, it means SO much to me n I can’t put it all into coherent words, which is why I’ve just draw a picture n tons of quotes (webweaving I think they call it?)

That was the last sunrise I ever saw. Perhaps the kindest thing the dark gift has given me. // It was the last time I saw my brother. It was the last time I saw the sun. It was the only time I ever felt free.

lucien’s 3k celebration ➤ @martyrsgf