Amanda 🤍

maybe if i isolate myself enough my desire for intimacy will go away

it really hurts how im so behind in life

sometimes i wonder if i don’t actually want to let go of this sadness. like it’s grown roots in me, tangled itself into who i am.

You are entering a season where stars align and doors open with ease. Beautiful things are on the way.

How about Other people start worrying about how I perceive them

What doesn’t kill you makes you passively suicidal 24/7

my only wish is to die

Imagine all the things I could do if I just did them.

who else is up permanently feeling like they did something Wrong

i wont worry about it i say to myself with the always worried disorder

my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

i feel like a puppy no one wants

I wish I could die for like 10 seconds to see everyone's reaction