Amia!

Still think that maybe Amber was afraid of them finishing school cause at that point, school seemed like a safe controlled environment.

You live in the same town, have the same circle of friends but then… if not different colleges, then Tara's possible attempts to build a relationship with her sister, new friends, goals.

As we know Amber doesnt like to share attention n damn I can imagine how often the thought of the end was on her mind. Their end.

As if by making Tara disabled or simply causing her vulnerability n weakness, Tara would have to need her. This fueled Amber's belief that the plan to “revive the franchise” had to be carried out before school ended.

It was a paranoid, burning, controlling desire to make Tara so dependent because… Tara's life led to this, didn't it? Considering her alcoholic mother, her father who left the family, and her sister who was the same. Amber was not only her salvation in this chaos. She was her downfall.

I love lil toxic lesbians.

I didn’t really know what to put for the lyrics </3 the song feels nostalgic tho-

I owe so much of who I am to both Power Rangers and SuperSentai .

Today marks the end of an era, where after 50 years of service these heroes will rest for the foreseeable future.

Which reads like adhd for obvious reasons

it must have been equally terrifying for her as it was for the real nikki to have someone else fight for control over what she perceived as her body. the scene where she's sobbing in the corner, terrified of her dreams is now more sad than terrifying to me. real nikki, who has just been raped by her once best friend hurting so badly that it seeps into entity!nikki's nightmares. entity!nikki who doesn't understand why the thing she wanted so badly is causing her so much pain. why she can't bring herself to lie in bed next to the man who is the center of her world.

and the worst part is bear doesn't even seem to like her. she's trying so so hard; she made a lovely memorial for his dead cat, she waited for him to come home all day without moving an inch, she made sure to be the most doting girlfriend at the party, and he's not pleased by any of it. he seems disturbed and angry and scared and she has no idea what to do to make it better. to make it worse, he keeps asking her to behave like the original nikki but he was the one who wished for her!! she can't be like nikki because nikki was simply not capable of loving bear even a fraction of how much she does!

she can't seem to reconcile it; he wanted her so badly he conjured her into reality and now he doesn't want her anymore. she doesn't know what to do. she tries everything. she obsesses over him, she threatens to hurt herself, she gets rid of that bitch sarah who keeps distracting him and trying to steal him away, and then dresses in her clothes for good measure and he still doesn't want her.

and then finally in a fit of desperation, she makes the wish and for one beautiful moment its all perfect. he's finally looking at her the way she looks at him. and then he's dead and she's lost everything.