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Long time no see, sooo alot has happened and I want to write some stuff off my chest and it maybe will be a but vague but still. If there’s someone who experienced jealousy from a close ring, like really close. As in someone thats supposed to be a sister to you., close. That shit messes with you mentally cause it’s only you that could see the jealousy, the way that you’re being treated and manipulated, verbally abused. There has been obvious signs and its weird cause its like, i was just a child. How could you as a older one, have a animosity towards me for certain things. Like you set this relationship up for failure. You treated me garbage and you now expect me to go through lengths for you, to what ? To stroke your fragile ego, to support your delusions ? You know those people who are afraid of being a monster, while actively acting like one? Im honestly so done with this and im not gonna sit here and take this lightly. Its gonna stop here. Im done. Im focusing on bettering myself and my health and i do not need this constant stress. I deserve better and ill give it to myself. I wont be expecting anything from you anymore. Im accepting the reality and im letting go of this fairytale of it ever getting to a better place. Im smarter than that. I see how it is. Im trusting my gut and mind.
Im good. Im grieving but im good.
In your 20s, you'll feel like you're losing the race. It's important to understand that there is no race.
Not even against yourself.
At all.
Ik hou veelste veel van slapen.
Er was een periode waar ik mn dromen elke dag kon besturen en ik vond het zo geweldig dat ik niet kon wachten om te gaan slapen. In mn dromen was ik zobewust van alles en hield ik van over daken springen maar het meest leuke was vliegen. Het klinkt zo stupid maar het was echt het beste ever. Iets waar ik naar uit kon kijken. Dat waren goeie tijden
one of my biggest regrets is that I didnt go upstairs to be with my lil sis after our dad died. I was 11 and she was 7, Im sorry we cant be together right now. I do miss us. I hope she doesnt forget about me.

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What I really wanna say is; honestly I wanna go bat shit crazy and swing on them motherfuckers who have hurt me. I want to have the guts to leave my home and live alone and actually start feeling like im an adult. I want to heal and be healthy. I want to live stress free. Fucc C-ptss, fuck depression and fuck you dad for leaving my mom and us. Fucc the system and fuck all yall rap*sts.
It feels crazy to be real and authentically honest about daily life on social media, I dont feel like I can post whatever and not feel like im being bashed on the side lines and laughed at. IG is all for show.
It really is f u, like big one too. Cus honeslty i’ve always been alone in this, really. So why do I need someone that should have been there when we were younger. You chose wrong, you did me wrong. And the fact that u dont want nothing to do with the people that wronged u but cant comprehend the same truth when its you who’s at fault. Dumb.
the emo in me doesnt want to die

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i can’t believe that I have a sister that doesn’t feel like one.
I feel like we never had that bond. It was never created. I only remember the times she hurt me, mentally & physically. I don’t see the changed her. Everytime she’s near me, I feel pain. And funny thing is I truly tried to set my feelings aside so we can be a normal family but I was just keeping the peace. I’m not responsible for her actions, her hurtful behavior and hateful words. I don’t deserve that negativity and the irony to be called negative for feeling a negative feeling. It’s absurd. I cant even tell you how much frustration and anger i had but still had it under control. While a lunatic just unleashes her own demons onto me. I will never let someone talk to me like that again, especially a supposed “loved one”. Never. And she’s supposed to be this older sister, bitch where. Act like it.
This what I wanted to say and there is alot more but that wont fit. I hate people sometimes. But i love myself more, these kind of people have no place near me. ever again.
i’m scared to not make it, to be a failure, to always be stuck in this state of sickness and misery. In the back of my mind I know i’m worth more and I love being creative. I just have a hard time being & growing at a pace that I would want for myself. And thats so frustrating cause my body doesn’t align with my mind. And when I do have a good physical health day, I end up struggling mentally. It’s this cycle that makes me feel defeated. I’m jealous of the people who don’t have a chronic condition and had never experienced any mental/physical abuse.
I didnt deserve that.
my brain s not made to be living this life
It be your own sister.
Havent been doing my art for a while.. i would like to go back to the time where I was doing so good. I had inspiration for days. Last week I picked up the brush and painted the background and thats pretty much all I did. My head and heart was not in it. I just knew that I had to so it will become easier the next day . All I can do is hope that than I might feel something.
I think bcause im so busy with therapy and im all in my head figuring out, how, what and when and it’s all a blurry mess. I think I just need to be and focus less on where I want me to be. Do EMDR and hope that when it’s over, ill have more room for thoughts about future plans.

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happy human with a sad soul
on the way to therapy, it’s my 3rd session i think/ I feel kinda feel weird but better than before but also nervous for the future and I think that’s what’s holding me back. Actually i dont know if i’m holding myself back or im just making space for the new version to be. I struggle with what I used to like doing and what I know is right and what will bring me peace. But I think I’m doing a better job at figuring it out sooner than later and regret my decisions. So I have to redefine what I like doing and how I can do those things without me straying away from my religion. InshaAllah will Allah make it easy for me.