annika

when people ask me what i want to do with my life i'm like. i wanna wear an ugly expensive coat to go grocery shopping at lidl... and uhh take a bath with someone who loves me... write a children's book that my lover illustrates.... be an extra in an a24 movie starring robert pattinson... be kissed on the eyelids.... blow on a spoonful of soup before eating it... own a pair of shiny patent leather loafers... thanks so much <3

id: Text reads in all caps "I don't thinks love will fix everything, but sometimes I wish there was someone to hold my hand while I sit in my sour little pool of misery, and after a while say come on, you know I will sit with you forever if you want, but I can tell you about a garden where sweet things grow, hanging low because the happiness is so heavy, remember sweet things, and I would say remind me, and he would, again, and again, and again, describe all the loveliness still left in the world, until I forgot about where I was sitting, until the garden grew around us, slowly, so while I was still sitting in my sour little pool of misery, at least the view was lovely, and at least someone was holding my hand." /end id.

*isolates myself* perfect! but why am i sad

*socializes* perfect! how do I get out of here