i.t. g.i.r.l.

it would probably be healthy to distance myself from it

i'm somewhat different than in canon

it’s really obscure, so i might get noticed by the author. i don’t want to interact with the author because it would feel uncomfortable and i don’t like him

it's really obscure, so other people might give attention to the author if i credit it. the author has a lot of.. lolcow-able(?) traits and i think him getting more attention would be bad and could result in a lot of harm. so i want to avoid directing people his way

reasons i think about my source anyway

aspects of myself are influenced by my source because i am a fictive

exotrauma :(

there was so little information about my character and i kinda want to know what canonically happened to her? there’s a few drawings and a few sentences. sad (but also it makes me uncomfortable to look at my source so i also kinda don't want to know)

What if people find my source and judge me based on my character or the author's shitty behavior :(((

picrew collection so far. They're fun and relaxing to make.

it's hard to find the right hair texture and color (really curly, long, dark-orange color). plus a lot of picrews don't have good dark skin options* which sucks

sources and short reviews:

Sunset sheep lady

Sheep fursona line art + color version

Orange and purple are my favorite colors. I like them in combination. It's very unique and vibrant and I associate it with myself.

Black sheep (the animal not the concept). The ones with black faces and white curly wool look very cute. I also like the ones with black and dark orange wool. I have a fursona that is a black sheep, and she has extra horns.

Computers. I like being knowledgeable about computer things more than the average person.

When my hair is clean and dry and fluffy :)

Music:

songs: Never Can Say Goodbye, 9 to 5, I Will Survive, Dancing Queen