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I guess I’ve experienced this feeling that I’m feeling now, before. Feeling like I get lost in a relationship that I want to work so badly, but as time passes, it’s like I’ve forgotten how to make a relationship work. I haven’t had a healthy relationship in some time. The current head butting is starting to get to me because I feel like I can’t speak up or explain myself. Sometimes I feel pushed in a corner and he makes it hard to continue the discussion. I hate conflict and of course I hate that almost every time we are together there’s some type of small argument and I’ve been crying much more than I should. I don’t know what to do, I don’t know how to make this work. I don’t know. I don’t know. I just do not. We went to the beach today, had a great time, even quickly worked out an argument we had the night before. I was hopeful that we would be able to end the day as well as it had been overall but I was wrong. Of course something came up. It was something I said but I still don’t see anything wrong and I definitely didn’t have any intentions on making him mad. I’m always sad, happy, or contemplating what we should do. This whole thing scares me because of course i know I can live without him, but do I want to leave? Everything else about us is great it’s just we unintentionally bump heads so much. Relationships are tough cookies.