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Hiya Snow Angel!!^^ Welcome back, and thank you for sending in your request!! :]

I'm sorry to hear that mental illness has been kicking your butt, and I hope things get better soon!! <3 I am indeed not the most well versed on bpd, but I will do my best!! Please feel free to let me know if I get something wrong, and I apologise in advance if I do!

I think she'd need a lot of reassurance when she has upsetting thoughts, about herself or other people. She thinks she's irredeemable more than anyone else does, yeah? She'd have intrusive thoughts about hurting herself and other people, and fully believe that the latter means she is and always will be a horrible, awful person who can't be fixed. I think it would take her a long time to admit to experiencing this, like, a very long time, but she would get that sweet, loving reassurance that she needs once she does. Probably from Mic, and Mepad if he's around. Mic would probably use a more emotional approach, while Mepad would talk her through things more logically, yeah? Both help in different ways.

She is very afraid of being abandoned, yeah. Pickle, Mic, Mepad- all of them have left her at different points for different reasons, which would probably manifest as clinginess to the people she likes, especially Mic and Mepad. With Pickle, it would probably be difficult for her, since she knows he doesn't want to be around her at all. But as for Mic and Mepad, I imagine her physically clinging on to them when they're together, as a sort of silence reassurance. Keeping a hand on them, at least, yeah?

She'd probably have trouble with her temper especially during a depressive episode, yeah? Extra snappy and such, saying things she doesn't mean and feeling terrible about it afterwards. I think it would result in her self-isolating when she gets into a depressive episode, literally. Like she goes off into the forest that no one knows nearly as well as her, or at least gets herself somewhere that most of the others can't fit in. And, of course, this isolation makes everything worse, because she's taking herself away from her support and feeling lonelier than ever. Mic would probably have to listen out for her for a while, to eventually track her down, and bring her back.

small Clover thing I doodled in mspaint!! This is my AU :D!!

Just...a family headcanon.

coughs. actor x crew showmance. runs away.

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Fantube? TelescopeShipping.

Lightbrush? SeaShipping/CShipping.

Tacophone? DiaryShipping.

Testbulb? TimeTravelShipping.

Payjay? HootShipping.

Saltpep? InfinityShipping (even without their IIInfinity counterparts).

Suitloon? VoteShipping.

Knifecase? SacrificeShipping.

Silvercandle? VolcanoShipping.

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