AmekoNocternia

He/They/It pronouns | Trans Man, Demi Queer

Neurodivergent and a bit of a mess but we try our best. | we are trying our best to be sociable but struggle with it, please don't be scared to interact for any reason and if you ever need clairifications or if something is said wrong, unintentionally come off as harsh, or if we just make a mistake in general please do let us know.

Here's a bunch of things we like;

The askbox is always open! If you want to throw any art requests my way [characters/ships/etc] or entertain our personal story and headcanon stuff, or even just wanna communicate it's there [/np]

As of now we will be stepping away from posting Cookie Run fanart, It's gotten to the stage where even if they suddenly started doing mind blowing best storytelling in the world type shit we just refuse to go back to engaging with it. In hindsight we really should've clocked it in the begining but we just don't like Devsisters.

They've had so many instances of racism, so much fucking orientilism specifically, making mental health issues the butt of jokes, making racist sterotypes the butt of jokes, racist indiginous american stereotypes, whitewashing, usage of generative ai and no your bullshit excuses are not valid 1 they hired them and 2 they've had genai in their fucking merch pictures dipshits get your head out if your ass god forbid you guys like something and acknolledge a companies fuck ups at the same time, they had that whole crypto nft thing a while back. Ultimately they've proved time and time again that they just suck ass, they do not care about their product, they do not care about the audience, all they give a fuck about is getting your money and yes downloading and playing the games gives them money that's like the entire point, and you can do whatever you want I really couldn't gaf. But we are refusing to be their income knowing that they have no respect for us.

I will not delete any posts [and hopefully nobody else does that would be annoying] but we will be making the choice to no longer post new CR art, in regards to our personal divergent stuff we will be finally seperating it into it's own thing [we've been making their humanized names for a reason]. We might still make some stuff but that will be shared exclusively to CR servers we're in and kept at that, if anything It'll probably just be drawing peoples CR ocs or like, maybe a rarepare if it piques our interest.

Servers more openly mixed fandom though there is still a big CR chunk [mostly cause we'll probably just put all the stuff we segmented in the same channel instead of seperating it like what was done regarding the CR catagory I.E most things Castle Crashers related in castle crashin etc]

I don't know what it is but every video and diagram and person trying to personally explain it to me make no sense and it sucks. It feels like there's something inherrently broken about me cause why can't I understand any of it why can't I get what they're saying?? It'd be one thing if it was just like one or two examples but it's everything, none of it makes sense regardless of how I try to get it to.

Makes me question what's wrong with me like why don't I get it? Is it the neurological stuff, do I make sounds wrong? Is there something about how I blow out air that's not right? Is the speech impediment I had when I was younger [would pronounce r's like w's, it still does slip out every now and then] still fucking me up to this day.

What sucks in particular is that I CAN do the Rd sound

[ kinda hard to explain it but like I guess a good example is my name, The real pronounciation for it is sorta like Gah-b-R[d]Eye-H-ael if that makes sense, I just do the basic as gabe-real pronounciation when I'm lazy and it feels mean to push it so I don't bother. I know I should given it is my name but I can be a pushover like that]

and like that has to be a similar thing right??? At least It feels like it should be, so why can't I figure it out??

TERRARIA MENTION 🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵🫵/vpos

I'd say my favorite area would have to be the Hallow biome [and the Hallow caves in particular] I just really enjoy the music, enemies, and general vibe in there. The additions of Queen slime and EoL also give it a major leg up, though the mushroom caves would be a solid second.