The way I see it.

Ti-ti monster, go to sleep! Or get tf off me! 🤣

How does she do it! Every time I feel like things are moving in a positive direction she just blows it all to shit! Went and ruined my whole day.

Lorraine broke her leg today. I am not looking forward to next few months.... and not just her leg like it's an easy fix, like she broke femur. That shit is crazy. I imagine that's not an easy bone to break but she did. And with all her fucken illnesses who knows how long it'll take her to recover. This is some heavy shit that fell her way. And ours too. Taking care of her is gonna be a 24 hour job. Ugh it's stressing me out just thinking about it. So I'm going to sleep.

Huevos con hamón remind me of my Abula

Can I just get my tax return already?? I've got to be a baller and move out of my mother in law's! That and I want to take my Sol out to dinner, especially since she told me today she wanted to go eat in a restaurant and I'm too broke to treat her :-(

i went to church on sunday. although i was glad that i went i felt really sad sitting there during service. i guess you can never remove the catholic guilt. i feel like i can be this christian image but lack the discipline. i try to be a good so called christian but sometimes i wonder for what. i guess its mostly cause i want my kids to grow up to be good people. christians catholics hindus whatever. i dont know... 

i did a 20 minute workout today in my office... well technically it was 18 minutes but that only because i pushed the button on my phone too soon. point is im tired of the extra weight im carrying and i want to be comfortable in my sports bra again. anyways... i applied to both cerritos and rio hondo college. a clerk position at either would be just grand. my nino keeps telling me that i need to step up. but at the same time im not sure he wants me to work more hours. so i dont know. besides i'll get paid more if I do another job. i need money so i can get the hell outta dodge. 

I am sooooo over living in this house. Just seeing her makes me want to cringe and I just have to eat it. She's not even supposed to be here today. Just leave like you always do every Saturday and go spend more money you don't have.

Oh geez today was nice. I ran with minimal pain, I ran slowly but none the less I ran. I actually got some time off from my beautiful children. Lord knows I needed it. I got a taste of freedom and it was glorious. This is going to happen on regular basis from now on. Matt doesn't even know it yet.