I came here after months of no contact with you, seems to be a trend judging by your anons. Add me to the list of those who have felt as though you had(have)a piece of them.
Iโll leave my words anyway. Though with so many who leave similar, Iโm unsure if youโll guess the identity correctly for this one. A clue will be left in case itโs needed.
Iโve said goodbye more than I can count. Never holding true to it. Always craving that closure or ending that would finally give me peace. Hoping youโd be the one reach out to me, or thinking of me, orโฆtruly anything. Not even romantically towards the last few years. Yet never satisfied with the sporadic times of communication. The even fewer moments spent where you were in reach to touch.
Yet it was always me who caved.
I started with the intention of wanting to saying so much more
but I find myself unable to do so.
L4
There were brief and sporadic instances of catching up, but as of last, you did not respond or allude there would be a response in some time (even after knowingly reading my message). I am a forbidden subject within your relationship which does not encourage or speak to my rationale to reach out to you out of fear of causing unneeded drama. To ensure that, I did not follow up.
I do not wish to add additional terrain to your relationship/life anymore than I already have. Iโve been the one to break the chain of communication in the years past, but this occasion doesnโt fall onto me this time. Although if youโd like to blame me, I will take it with grace. Iโm here if thereโs open dialogue to be had. All in all, I do hope you are content, flourishing, and uncaged.
