✖ amber

Alicia Vikander attends the Louis Vuitton show as part of the Paris Fashion Week Womenswear Spring/Summer 2017 on October 5, 2016 in Paris, France.  

protect her? the very words crumbled in her mind, if he truly wanted to protect her he would accept her pleas and without any hesitation. what would she gain from being locked up like some mad man, she needed freedom -- - a life with true possibilities. ‘ in what sense would you be protecting me? if i am to be tortured and abused in more ways than one ... how would that be an act of kindness on my heart? deny me of whatever bit of happiness i may have but do not make it seem as if it is a brave act. ’ she was bitter and that was quite obvious but her emotions were more hurt than anything. the princess wanted nothing more than the man that laid next to her and yet she felt like a burden to him now. was she simply a young admirer that posed as a nuisance? it was a hard thought to swallow. he cared for her, she knew and felt that but was it not enough to truly be with her. gabriella knew the troubles that would come but there had to have been a way, they could figure out together why was she the only one hoping while he merely dismissed her. the princess averted her gaze, finding herself sinking at his words while his actions spoke differently. ‘ never again? ’ she sighed, wondering if he knew the pain he was causing her in this moment. there were too many thoughts that crossed her mind, she wanted to yell and that was simply putting it lightly but it didn’t seem like he would respond. he stood his ground and made her feel as though the conversation ended at that, as if there was no more to the entire subject. ‘ is that what you wish for? if we cannot run then so be it but do not deny me of your affection if you feel the same. i know you do, you cannot deny what i’ve felt now and before -- - you must feel the same ... you must. look me in the eyes and tell me it isn’t so, break the entirety of my heart now but do not lie to me. ’ she pleaded with him, her voice cracking now and with an uneven pitch. she bit her lower lip, taking a moment to herself while exhaling through her nostrils. the thought of looking at him scared her, perhaps this was all in her head and he didn’t feel the same. hearing him break her heart would be easier on her, rather than actually witnessing him suggest otherwise from her assumptions of his feelings towards her.  

I feel very aware that I’ve had to be tough to get to where I am. I’ve been trying to do good work in a language that isn’t my own. I guess that makes me determined, but it’s in my nature to want to do the best that I can.

she lay a hand to the curve of his cheek, eyes adamant on scanning every inch of his face and finding herself to be drawn more into his cast of beauty. he was a favourable man; kind, caring, handsome and most of all loving. traits and qualities she would miss out in her near future. such things were possibly easy to find for others, yet in this one princesses life it was nothing but a fairy tale on its own, ironically. gabriella admired the knight from afar for years and in this moment she couldn’t help but grow to a new form of admiration, he was truly everything she’d ever wanted and needed in a companion. a smile graced her lips as she felt his missing presences, the close bond forever in her memories still thought. perhaps it was her planned future or the room that filled with nothing but love, the young princesses couldn’t help but beam before him. she ignored the throbbing pain that echoed throughout her body, now sensing the the disappearance of her sweet bliss. but it was something bearable and more than acceptable, she’d face it for years if it meant being able to simply lay with her knight. ‘ my sweet ... sweet knight. ’ her words were cut short while his rang in her ears, she felt a sense of pain in her chest and it ached harder than what she’d felt before. ‘ we can run, we can escape -- - anything that needs to be done i can do ... we can do. ’ her voice now was beginning to crack, how could she fall into an emotional wreck now. after everything that had happened, she couldn’t let herself do that -- - perhaps it was the image of a child that pushed him away, her tears wouldn’t help much at this point and so she kept herself together. as best as she could.

          his soothing voice along with his pleasurable actions, mixed together had brought her into a slight trance. she found herself in another world of sorts, one where feelings of sheer delight were obtainable and her worries were set aside. he did this to her, he made her feel this way and though curiosity always got the best of her gabriella no longer needed to look out to the world to know what it meant to feel good. to be happy in a moment and nothing less, klaus had brought her emotions as well as physical pleasure to a new height and it was just as easy to feel when her entire core clenched around him, not able to hold herself back nor having any need to as her stomach began to twist. gabriella soon found herself knowing the true definition of pleasure, bliss, compassion and all wrapped in a secure blanket of love. as her body reacted the only way it could, she felt herself unable to hold back as her back arched into his touch and only could release what she’d held back for quite some time. the princess parted her lips, a gasp pushed past her breath before the only sound to pass was a moan of sheer pleasure. ‘ i do not wish to know of anything besides this moment right now. ’ she whispered lowly, her body following with his actions as she tugged the ends of his hair tightly her own lips pressing along his chin before moving to through his jawline. she didn’t want this night to end, she couldn’t even bring the image to come to her mind because this was her end. this was what she wanted for a future and nothing more, to think of anything else was but a life she could not live for. gabriella had tasted the forbidden fruit, there was nothing left for her to try or even bother with. klaus was her only chance at a better future, she’d only hoped with the time they spent and years before perhaps he’d feel the same. 

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just because i’m very slow with replies doesn’t mean i don’t care about our plot !!!

          young and inexperienced, a common thought and scare to wrap around her mind. time and time again she blossomed into the mindset of grown woman, following in the temptations and desires that came with adolescence. but had gabriella ever discussed the thought or even concept of making love, a blush and childlike dreams would only cloud her judgement. of course she was still young but older than she’d ever be in this time and with it all came the dream to allow her first experience to be that out of a fairytale. the current circumstances weren’t, of the many, she’d accounted for but that did not mean it wasn’t exactly falling into a fairytale like sequence and one she’d forever remember in the deepest parts of her mind and heart. she was with someone she trusted, admired and in a way loved ( though her heart had always believed the admiration was only one-sided. ) the princess could only thank the heaven’s above for the blessed chance that had been bestowed upon her. her fate was sealed, married with an unlikely match,  but that did not exclude her from finding true love and kindness within it itself. her vision was blurred with lust and infatuation, she was still young and perhaps what she felt wasn’t really love and on another thought it could’ve been but in the moment she held no qualms with the idea of it. klaus held her close, he brought her to a weak point within the pit of her stomach and with only tender touches he could make her purr endlessly into a tune of his name mixed with moans. gripping firmly onto his body, as her own clenched around his deeply rooted prick, her breathe growing estranged and loud as she arched her back to his words. her own hips moving in tune with his and pressing more into his thumbs golden like touch. “ never shall i find myself more in love and forever bonded to than you my knight. ” gabriella felt herself falling into a deeper sensation that far too heaven-sent for her to keep quiet, a loud moan escaping her lips as she grew closer to his lips. her body could only react to the feelings she felt within her heart, releasing into his thrusts as she crushed her lips onto his and allowing herself to be taken control of by her drive. this was more than her young heart could ever dream of and she found perfection in it nonetheless. 

                                                    𝓽𝓱𝒆𝓻𝒆 𝓼𝓱𝒆 𝓰𝓸𝒆𝓼                                             𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃                                            r a c i n g through my brain                                   && i just can’t contain;                                              this feeling that remains.

          you shall hold my heart, this day until your last. his words ran through her mind like a broken record, one she did not have any reason to complain about. the love and care that etched each part were forever engraved into her memory and gabriella knew in time she’d return to them through darkest of times. her eyes could only fall upon his own, catching the small essence of lust that she too held and without any more words the young princess felt his strength in hips take her. with the amount of want -- - no need, she held for his entire body and soul the very thought of pain was no more. it was an inevitable idea but she was blind to it for now, having longed for physical attraction the young woman could not take much more despair within her mind. the feeling of electrical currents running through her spine were each a glimpse to the pain from his thrust, but she could only grow into focus to one thing and that was the sheer sensation she felt after and that in itself was all the princess needed to allow her judgements to be clouded. her eyes and mind were only filled with strong-willed feelings of sheer and pure sexual indulgence. her stomach turned with each thrust forward, not being able to control the purring sounds that escaped her lips as she allowed her hands to slip over his shoulders, nails bearing the grip of his brawn muscles, leaving her own swelling trails of her mark.. she felt every touch from his body, taking in the pleasures of her boiled blood with each tender press from his lips. her breathing was growing louder, not that it could be caught too quickly. gabriella’s huffs and groans of pleasure were only out numbered when compared to the moans that called out his name as the males thrust grew deeper and stronger with might. she aided in his pull, legs wrapping in a tight grip around his waist as her lips fell apart. gabriella found herself pushing into his touch, falling helplessly for more of him as he pressed onto her clit. she glided a hand to his neck, running her fingers through the ends of his hair. she wanted more of him and with each push he gave, the younger woman could only call to him more. her mind was only grow selfish in thought, wanting nothing but his grip to be on her forever and nothing less.