Gotta Be Above It

Y’all this semester is highkey making my depression so much worse. Like semester 1 was the most stress I’ve ever experienced, but I still did well, both academically and (somewhat) mentally. While this semester... I’m just so miserable. I’m doing poorly in all of my classes. I have no motivation. Hardly any of the classes actually interest me. I feel apathetic. I’m so exhausted all the time. And no matter how hard I study, nothing sticks. They told us during orientation that 25% of techs drop out in semester 2 and now I see why. I honestly don’t know how I’m gonna do this but I need to..

This one girl I used to be friends with makes me soooo angry. In the past she kept adopting kittens only to give them away a month later. And now she adopted a 10 week old puppy and only lasted a week and a half with it before she’s giving it away again. Like!!!!!! If you can’t take care of it, DONT GET A PET. Pets are a huge responsibility. They aren’t a toy or just a prop for cute photos. They are family members! And like ok if she only did it once then maybe I’d be more understanding, but this is literally her fourth or fifth time doing it!!! Like for the love of god, STOP GETTING PETS YOU CANT TAKE CARE OF!!