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YOU’RE NOT REALLY SURE WHY YOU DECIDED TO GO TO A PARTY, ESPECIALLY BECAUSE THE LAST ONE YOU WENT TO ENDED WITH YOU COVERED IN BLOOD AND SUCKED INTO THE WORST PANIC ATTACK YOU HAVE EVER HAD IN YOUR LIFE. STILL, THE FEW FRIENDS THAT YOU DO HAVE INVITED YOU, AND YOU REALLY COULDN’T MAKE UP A GOOD ENOUGH EXCUSE TO GET OUT OF IT THIS TIME SO YOU TAGGED ALONG. IT ISN’T LONG BEFORE THE DRUNKEN LAUGHTER OF THE PARTY GUESTS TURNS INTO SHOUTS, AND SUDDENLY YOU ARE BEING PRESSED AGAINST ON ALL SIDES AS PEOPLE CROWD AROUND TO TRY AND GET A BETTER VIEW. YOU’RE PUSHED BY THE CROWD AND END UP GETTING A FRONT ROW SEAT AS TWO PARTY GOERS CIRCLE EACH OTHER MENACINGLY. THIS ISN’T WANT YOU WANT TO SEE, AND YOU CAN ALREADY FEEL YOUR PANIC STARTING TO RISE AS MEMORIES COME FLOODING BACK TO YOU, BUT THEN THE NEXT SECOND THE FIGHT STARTS AND YOU CAN’T HELP BUT BE UTTERLY ENTHRALLED BY THE MOVEMENTS OF ONE OF THE FIGHTERS. HE IS CLEARLY MUCH BETTER THAN THE OTHER MAN, AND HE MOVES IN WAYS THAT DON’T EVEN SEEM POSSIBLE. HE MOVES WITH THE GRACE OF SOMEONE WHO WAS BORN TO FIGHT, AND YOU FIND YOURSELF GRINNING DESPITE YOURSELF EVERY TIME HE DANCES OUT OF THE OTHER MAN’S REACH AND MOCKS HIM. YOU REALIZE QUICKLY THAT THE MAN IS DRAWING OUT THE FIGHT, THAT THE GRIN THAT HAD BEEN ON HIS FACE AT THE BEGINNING OF THE FIGHT IS QUICKLY BEING REPLACED BY A BORED EXPRESSION. THE FIGHT IS SO ONE-SIDED THAT HE SEEMS TO BE LOSING INTEREST. BUT YOU HAVEN’T LOST INTEREST, AND THAT IS PROBABLY WHY YOU SEE THE MAN SNEAKING UP BEHIND THE BORED FIGHTER. YOU DON’T NOW WHAT PROMPTS YOU, IT FEELS LIKE SOME OTHERWORLDLY FORCE HAS TAKEN OVER YOUR BODY, BUT THE NEXT MOMENT YOU ARE STRIDING FORWARD AND PULLING YOUR FIST BACK. THE BORED FIGHTER GLANCES YOUR WAY, HIS EYES WIDENING WHEN HE REALIZES YOU HAVE A PUNCHED AIMED AT HIS FACE, BUT HE SIMPLY DODGES AWAY WITH EASE JUST AS YOU KNEW HE WOULD. INSTEAD YOUR FIST COLLIDES WITH THE COWARD WHO WAS SNEAKING UP BEHIND HIM, A SICKENING CRUNCH OF BONE ON FLESH, AND HE CRUMPLES TO THE GROUND. YOU DON’T KNOW WHO IS MORE SURPRISED, YOU OR THE FIGHTERS. YOU STAND THERE, STARING AT THE SMEAR OF BLOOD ON YOUR SHAKING FIST, AND IT ISN’T UNTIL THE SOUND OF SIRENS PIERCES THROUGH THE NIGHT THAT YOU REALIZE YOU ARE VERY NEARLY HYPERVENTILATING. VIOLENCE HAS NEVER BEEN YOUR THINGS, AND DON’T KNOW WHY YOU’VE DONE THIS, AND IT REMINDS YOU OF THAT OTHER NIGHT WHEN YOU COULDN’T CONTROL YOURSELF. BEFORE YOU HAVE TIME TO PROCESS ANYTHING FURTHER A HAND CLAMPS AROUND YOUR OUTSTRETCHED WRIST AND BEGINS TO TUG YOU FORWARD. YOU LOOK UP, YOUR EYES CONNECTING WITH THOSE OF THE BORED FIGHTER, AND HE IS SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU THAT YOU CAN’T HEAR BECAUSE OF THE SIRENS AND THE MIND-NUMBING FEELING OF A MILD PANIC ATTACK TAKING HOLD. WITHOUT WAITING FOR AN ANSWER HE PULLS AT YOU AND YOU FOLLOW, YOUR FEET MOVING AUTOMATICALLY AS YOU ARE LED AWAY FROM THE QUICKLY APPROACHING POLICE CARS.

name: amanda time zone: est favorite faces: dane deehan, jack falahee, fka twigs, rami malek, jeremy allen white, donald glover, aubrey plaza, kristen stewart, luke evans, rinko kikuchi. favorite plots: angsty romance, fluffy adorable romance, codependency, drama. basically i love to torture my characters, but occasionally i’ll throw a little happiness their way. favorite mythological figures: achilles&patroclus, dionysus, maenads, the oracle at delphi, valkyries, moon/night gods&goddesses, death gods&goddesses. what are you most excited for on the site: seeing everyone's interpretations of mythical figures, plotting, developing characters, stealing all the wanted ads, and just, you know, roleplaying. xD a gif that describes you: