life has been kicking my ass recently. the odds were stacked against me since before i was born. i have been broken, beaten, abused and neglected. i have cut myself down and allowed other people to do it too. i have been a mess of tears, sweat and blood on the bathroom floor. i have been in a constant battle with my head for as long as i can remember. every man i have ever loved or trusted has completely let me down, and were okay with leaving me as a psychotic mess of screams and tears that no one would ever hear, or see. but i won't be another statistic. i refuse to let anyone make me feel like i am a lesser person than i am. my monsters, my ghosts, and my demons are not my friends. no more will i ever let anyone else hold me captive in their powerful hands. i will not settle for anyone who makes me feel like i am completely insignificant. i will not compromise my well-being to hold on to a man who laughs as he wraps me around his finger. no more power trips. no more guilt trips. i have been your victim long enough. i'm a survivor now 💪

makeup makes me feel like a model sometimes

nye 🎉