Sometimes, being healed is bullshit
I'm being dramatic and facetious obviously, but that's kind of the point. I'm well into my healing time and I just "experienced" something that would've thrown me into a raging emotional tumultuous fit. Quotes because... I didn't experience much at all. It was a blip, a "huh, well okay then" and a quick processing of what came with it I've moved on. NO lmao, I kinda -wanted- to be a bit angry and petty (that'll come still tho, later) and dramatically wallow in what emotions would've been. Cept there wasn't any. So now I'm just gonna... go read and then sleep. Anyway, this was a silly little blurb of an internal tiny table flip over a much larger table flip that didn't happen for good reason, even if there was a small portion of me that wanted it. We both know that the truth is, the situation that this minutely desired table flip would've been over was totally not worth it.
anyway, sometimes being healed is bullshit lol




















