Give me a penguin

neil: *goes to evermore so proust doesn’t hurt andrew*

Andrew: I wouldn’t even classify it as a “this”.

Neil: not if it means losing you

Andrew: 

I always wonder what he’s up to? Like here’s this regular high school Exy coach who’s got the enigma that is Neil Josten on his team. He’s a quiet kid who learned Exy in one year, a kid who says he’s got parents, but they don’t show up to any games, a kid who can pick the doorlock to sleep in the locker room at night.

So he does the best he can without prying too much and instead he tries to set Neil up with a future, away from Millport. He doesn’t even tell Neil about it just in case but he even sends a tape instead of statistics because he knew how to sell Neil’s strengths, because he knows that actually seeing Neil play is something on another level.

And then imagine him watching in awe as the Palmetto State Foxes - a team that had been the joke of the Class I Division, a team that was literally last ranked! Imagine him watching in awe as it slowly rises to the top of the game, all in one season. Imagine him watching Neil play as starting striker alongside Kevin Day. His Neil! From his high school team!

Imagine him watching in shock as this quiet kid - who probably hadn’t spoken more than 3 sentences to him at a time back at Millport - imagine Hernandez watching as Neil absolutely verbally rips apart and challenges Riko Moriyama on national television, tells him that Riko’s going to choke on his own words.

Imagine him watching in wonder as Neil Josten develops into a striker that’s scary good, a striker that couldn’t have possibly improved that much in just a few months, a striker that can hold the floor with Kevin Day. 

Imagine him hearing about the news about Neil’s past on the media, hearing things about gangs and murders and son of a crime boss, seeing him in pictures and thinking I could have sworn he had brown eyes and imagine him wondering who the hell this kid that he coached actually was? 

Imagine Hernandez watching with his jaw open as his high school recruit, Neil Josten hold his own for a full game as a starting striker, then watching Neil switch in the middle of the game without a break and play an incredible defense, all against Edgar fucking Allan - the number one team, a team that has never been debunked in history - and fucking win. They fucking won. All in one season.

And imagine him years later down the line, sitting on his couch and watching Neil Josten and a few of his original PSU teammates win gold at the Olympics. 

Shhhh… just hit play.

LITERALLY

-can’t breathe, rather than disappoint “Mr. Stark” again

And waits.

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Okay, I am all kinds of just not okay since watching Infinity War this morning so I just gotta get all my thoughts and feelings out and I figured, hey Tumblr’s a pretty good place to do that. So here goes nothing;

-Tony having a dream about him and Pepper have a baby and asking her if he was right; MY FUCKING HEART TONY IS A FUCKING DAD AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME OTHERWISE

-Tony’s constant worrying for Peter; Designing a new suit equipped for space and has a bunch of cool gadgets on it; “Fall back, I’m gonna catch you” AND LOW AND BEHOLD AT THE END HE FUCKING CATCHES HIM

-The bickering between Dr.Strange, Tony and Peter Quill. I love every part of it 

-Peter Quill talking in a deeper voice and being a lot  little intimidating by Thor’s manliness and trying to impress his girlfriend

- Gamora asking Peter to kill her if Thanos gets a hold of her & him doing it despite Thanos augmenting reality and it not working (THIS KILLED ME; Gamora was Peter’s everything and for him to actually go through with her wish despite how much it hurt him to do so just shows how far his character has come in the past few films and how much love he has for her)

-T’challa’s “wakanda Forever” moment at the beginning of the battle brought tears to my eyes, you could feel the power and hope and faith and just every emotion the nation was feeling in those two words 

-Wanda having to shatter the infinity stone and kill vis in the process through her sobs and heart-wrenching cries just to have Thanos reverse time and take the infinity stone anyway

-THE FUCKING ENDING:

dear lord to ending, when Thanos snaps his fingers and you have no idea what’s happening and it cuts back to Thor screaming at him a series of “what did you do?!” and then suddenly everyone’s crumbling to pieces. 

Bucky with his alarmed, but soft “Steve?”

T’challa with his “This is no place to die…”

Groot turning to rocket as he fades away with a simple but more complex than we could ever understand “I am groot”. Watching Rocket have to say goodbye to his Tree friend for the second time is one of the most heartbreaking things as he just stumbles towards his friend, with soft, broken pleads of “no… no no no, Groot, no!”

Sam’s silent crumbling as Rhody looks around for his flight partner “Sam? Sam? Where you at man?”

Mantis’ quiet and confused “something is wrong”

Drax looking to Quill for an answer much like Bucky did with Steve

And dear god, Peter Parker and his spidey senses letting him know that something is wrong before it happens. He looks to Tony, a solid father-like figure in his life, falling into Tony’s arms

“Mr Stark I don’t feel so good..” And Tony trying to comfort him in his last moments with soft “you’re alright, it’s okay” and Peter God he sounded so scared as he whimpers out “I don’t wanna go, Mr.Stark please, I don’t…I don’t wanna go..” (I was straight up sobbing at this point, I feel so bad for the people who were sitting next to me because God I was a freaking mess.)