My Own Expectations

Hurricanes aren’t meant to be loved, they are misunderstood, they have too much anger, too much sadness, too much emotion, they explode, I explode too often, I am a problem that cannot be fixed, but you, crashed into my life, dancing with hurricanes.

She was already learning that if you ignore the rules people will, half the time, quietly rewrite them so that they don’t apply to you.

How do you fall out of love in three days? When you’ve loved someone for almost two years of your life, how does it all become null and void so suddenly? You stood by me through my darkest days yet you won’t let me be there for yours. I know you said it’s just stress and focusing on your work but god, how could you fall out of love in three days. I’m so scared I’m becoming someone so unlovable since you left so quickly and seem so happy without me. Please, show that your heart feels some absence without me. It hurts so much more to feel so alone. I miss you and I wish you were missing me too.

Go for it. Stop being scared. Take a chance.

your hand touching mine… this is how galaxies collide.