It had been a long shift learning the ropes at Elysium and Erica had spent most of the morning back forgoing sleep to chill with the army of kittens while she lounged around in Alecâs pilfered loungewear. At the rhythmic rapping against the door, Erica looked over, her brow furrowing. Alec and Magnus never knocked; the wards simply let them in. In the recent tumult, Magnus had been taking on more clients. But he hadnât warned Erica of anyone coming by. The two of them respected her wishes to keep a low profile.Â
Tentatively, Erica got off the couch, setting over one of her cat-siblings to the entryway. The wards werenât reacting, and Magnus hadnât texted, so the person at the door probably had no negative intent. Cora and Peter were the only two that knew where she lived, and neither of them had messaged her. Maybe it was someone looking for Magnus or Alec. As long as she didnât cross the thresh hold, she should be safe. The High Warlock of Beacon Hillsâ wards was nothing to scoff at.Â
She knew that, yet something was screaming at her. Her stomach was a tornado of butterfly wings. She needed to, no, she had to open that door. Erica felt like she was burning in the comfort of Alecâs old hoodie. There was a pull beyond the door, a call demanding to be answered.Â
It should be a red flag.Â
Ericaâs hand didnât tremble as she turned the knob, remaining steady as she opened the door. Poised as the person in the hall came into view. Her breath came out in a gasp, mouth falling open just the slightest amount. The scents rushed in, heavenly and rich, running over her tongue. Her grip on the knob tightened, the metal crumpling under her grasp.Â
Her brain was too cruel. She had experienced this dream with Isaac too many times to count. There had been times with him that he had seemed real; she could touch him, she could smell him, just as she was smelling the wolf in front of her now. Each time she had run to him, throwing her arms around him, he had held her back. Only to wake up; alone.Â
The pull, the warmth. It didnât mean anything.Â
For her mind to pull this trick with Boyd? It was too much.Â
She could survive a lot. Embracing this fantasy? This hallucination, only to have the dream crashing around her?Â
Erica held onto the door; the crushed doorknob was the sole thing keeping her standing, holding her back. All she wanted was to take that step forward.Â
Boyd was frozen on the spot, her scent surrounding him and even though she hadnât said a word - maybe the hallucination couldnât talk? - all he could hear was her whisper of âBoydâ. He immediately saw her laying on the ground, stretching out her hand while he had been incapable of doing anything. Incapable of keeping her safe.
Taking her in now, her face was a field of emotions - probably mirroring his own. He wanted to reach out; reach out just like she had done but he didnât dare. What if he reached out and she disappeared? Just as she did whenever she appeared in his dreams. He was never able to reach her. Never able to get her to safety.
She couldnât possibly be back. Someone would have told him by now. So whatever this doll had done, it was working with some strong hallucinogens which even included smell. But right now he didnât care if she was a hallucination, heâd deal with that once she disappeared. Right now he just took her in, hating how much just seeing her affected him.