But I kept dreaming of you standing in front of me

Looking deep into my soul as you smile at me

The door has been closed

The day when the devils unleashed their claws usinG my words

I vowed to loathe you and never back up

But I longed for the universe to revoke my curse

Your eyes, that I could never forget

Your back, that I longed for it to turn at me

Your voice, that I heard every day In my dreams

THings that I need to discard before the bloom of the first flower

Before the arrival of the sun and butterflies

I’ll go and never look back for the One thing that never found me

apa kamu pernah memikirkan perasaan dan hati yang telah ku tata dengan susah payah untukmu?

kamu jahat

I thought you are just a negative sub-atomic particle in my atom

but you are more than that, you are the nucleus

I thought you are more than just the pressure that drives disaster on my earth

but you are more than that, you are the core

I thought you are more than just a sea of violent plasma on my light's corona

but you are more than that, you are the sun

all these years I have always thought of those first ones about you. I was wrong, wasn't I? you have always been the whole system of my universe all along

please tell me I was wrong without telling me I was wrong