IPhl Photo Journaling

More workout photos for this /woman/ body. The more I exercise, the more curvy I look. Its a strange correlation. 

Went out with a Metamore and had a fun night 

Took a bike selfie right after sobbing to Kesha’s “Praying” 

I’ve been weight lifting a lot, eating less pasta, and drinking less. I feel like I look badass and strong but get confused every time I look at old pictures, hoping to do an empowering comparison. Comparing myself to my old self seems like a strange competition where I always lose.  

I went on a date, we’re not sure that we’re boos or not. Maybe close friends? But it was a really lovely night of many drinks, important talks, and losing at pool at a leather bar. (2/21/18)

STI test had to go through my hand, but all came back negative (2/24/18). 

Found a lump on my L breast and got it checked by planned parenthood and ultrasounded by Jefferson (2/21/18). It was exhausting and complicated. Doctors poked, mushed, and clinically rubbed my breast. Its a breast I hate already, it carries so much traumatic weight, Having strangers look at it to determine if it has cancer or not was confusing, part of me hoped it did. 

Throwback to being in the mountains, in mountain underwear  

Trying to be a bit more creative/ responsible/ trying to write more of my life down. This blog is NOT currently for public consumption. 

Cozy beagle

Exactly how I think of them every day

Woke up to the wrong dog in my bed! Also blood