second chance // danomiĀ ā January 2nd, 2022 { future }
Daniel and Naomi didnāt really talk about having kids together, not because they didnāt want to have kids together, but because it was just something they just didnāt think to talk about since Haven; which was almost four years ago. If it was a possibility, he wouldnāt mind it at all. Heād love it actually, more than anything. But the thought of what happened the last time possibly happening again was something that he knew she feared most. He was even scared of that possibility.
He joined her on the edge of the bathtub and put his arm around her,Ā āweāll look at it together,ā he assured her.Ā āWeāre in this together. We shouldnāt let what happened before scare us. Whatever happens, weāll be okay. We shouldnāt think the worst thing possible. We should be happy, Naomi. I want you to be happy.ā
She couldnāt help it, the feeling like there was a pit in her stomach was constantly there, ever since she realized she could be pregnant again. How could Naomi do this again? God, nine months of hell, it was supposed to be worth it. Thatās what had gotten her through it before. It was going to be worth it when she saw her baby girl, thatās what she told herself. But that didnāt happen, and thinking about it all made her heart drop. And thatās all she had been thinking about lately.Ā
Naomi felt the tears welling up in her eyes as she leaned into Daniel, burying her face in his neck.Ā āI donāt know if I can do this,ā she said. Ā How could she? Naomi had done everything right before, but she still lost Haven. Just the thought that it could happen again...that was reason enough. And she didnāt know how it would feel, but part of her couldnāt help but feel guilty. Would they feel like a replacement for the daughter they lost too soon? She wished it wasnāt like this, she wished she could be happy. But she just felt scared. Naomi was crying at this point, her tears dampening his shirt.Ā āIām scared, Daniel.ā She cried, this time voicing her thoughts out loud.Ā














