bb girl

my problem is I suspect I am blacklisted from everything

being employable, being dateable, etc...

I’m employed! Now about being dateable ….

anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

my problem is I suspect I am blacklisted from everything

being employable, being dateable, etc...

welp, i didnt try that hard, nor did i give it my all, but its time to give up and treat my self to snacks