Barely Surviving

I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore

It would be really cool if I could stop randomly feeling insanely depressed out of nowhere

sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

i’m so fucking tired of feeling wrong. i have felt wrong for my entire life.

I can always kill myself. That's the only comforting thought I have.

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

myself

asking for reassurance is so embarrassing 😭

i wish i could jump 5 years in the future for five minutes to see if it’s worth it

It’s been almost 5 years and it doesn’t feel worth it..

The whole, "K*lling urself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" bullshit is spouted by the ignorant lucky ones who have only had temporary problems. Some people's problems are permanent so maybe try offering actual help and support to them rather than regurgitating an overused phrase that means nothing to people with real struggles.

This year keeps testing me by seeing how much it can throw at me until I give in and kill myself

I just want to give up I’m tired from the bottom of my fucking soul like I don’t want to do this shit anymore like let me rest please I’ve had enough

every night i go to bed hoping i don’t wake up in the morning

I just want to shred into my skin bc I deserve it and I just want to lay in a puddle of my own blood