he doesnt have wings yet,

will you let go now ... would it still be real ... do i have to burn myself for longer for it to matter ... how long ...

nobody has come to take my pain away, so maybe i just have to make it worse.

do i have a right to complain when all of my problems are my own fault?

everything feels wrong. i did this to myself.

i've never felt completely free. in some form or another i am stuck. at this point im tired of screaming for attention.

i dont feel anything. did i ever.

stop it stop talking stop talking listen listen listen do you hear it.

oh, darling. you could never make this right.

WHY ARE YOU IN MY BODY!!!! GET OUT!!!!! LET ME FEEL COMFORTABLE!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!

THERE'S GOT TO BE SOMETHING BETTER THAN THIS

you are hurting yourself. put it down. put it down. you don't deserve this. you are going to die. is that what you want? is that what you w