All Was Not Well

why is the world so unfair?

There has not been a single day in 2025 that I have not felt weird and bad in some capacity.

sad to announce that I am having thoughts and emotions again and it is not a pleasant experience

i’m so broken broken broken

I'm not suitable for this life.

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

"you're so funny" - thanks man can’t wait to stare at the ceiling tonight.

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

They don't notice anyway 😔.

How to be at peace when your brain wages war on you every other minute

is it so much to ask for to be loved unconditionally? when is it my turn to have someone who will stay with me forever without a single thought.