allison

my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

sorry I didn't mean to start tearing up as soon as I start trying to talk about my feelings, my bad

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

[I.D. two images of a ceramic piece of a white cat sitting at a table in front of a bowl of soup and happily eating it. end I.D.]