Give it your all, Smile.

I am not sure if I want to be left alone, or to be held by a pair of warm arms. I am not sure if I want to be loved, to be happy. In fact, I do not think I know what I want. I just know that I am empty, and I will do almost anything to fill it.

“Some days, I feel like I am rolling on cloud nine, like I am on top of the world when no one else is around. Other days, I feel like ripping my face off, to remove every skin I have on me. Some days, the world feels a little light as my heart beats faster than the wings of a hummingbird. Other days, I just wish to lock myself away, to disappear into thin air. Most of the days, I feel like this world has no place for me. I wish I had not been born.”