Alienn

i have this ache in my mouth that surpasses any infection or decay. i can feel the placement and pressure of each individual tooth and just the feeling of this makes me want all my teeth removed and my gums cauterized

i just want to feel okay again. i cant stop cutting at the slightest inconvenience, i can’t eat without crying, i’m taking all these substances hoping to fill the hole you left and its pointless

thats what i get for trying to love someone. i spend money and time and effort into a stupid, useless, PATHETIC creature just to be hurt in ways i will never recover from

no wonder no one fucking likes you. you fucking stupid sack of shit. i lower MY standards for your poser ass just to be cheated on multiple times. i hope your new girlfriend gives you an incurable disease you fucking scum. kill yourself. youre worthless in the eyes of every poor soul you will ever meet

and yet, i stay awake hoping for something that will never come

I CANT BELIEVE I FUCKING FELL FOR THIS BULLSHIT AGAIN

please dont forget about me

i cant FUCKING BELIEVE YOU