Unexpected

Today was brutal , I’m exhausted

There are thoughts that no one else needs to know about

Listening to and audiobook while I’m at work sounds like the dream

I want to stay home and read books all day or watch BLs all day .

For me it’s the lack of integrity . I could never

Elite Season Five Episode 5 @30mins in will forever be a transformative period for me .

It would be vastly different if our roles were reversed .

I was under the impression that expressing your worries to a loved one might ease said worry. Yet instead of the possible calmness I think I should feel , it becomes an argument of being self centered . Being berated for feelings that are difficult to control is not the result I expect . Maybe that’s on me . One of the many reasons I keep to myself. .