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My mind and identity is literally wiped every 3 to 6 months

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Questioning whether I count as an honeybee tfem

I would id as this if I could but I'd be torn to shit irl lmao

#afab transfems #shitpost #kinda a vent but idgaf #afab tfem #alice is intersex #kinda a #honey transfem #but idk lmao #realising I don't really have an identity lmao #aliceinboredom #boredomland #Alyce medley #Alyce.txt

I can only really see my ex as real lmao

#shitpost #actually mentally ill #alice is bored again #attention seeking

the impulsive things I do need to be studied.

#by professional help lol #non Alice or Chris #Fundae #brainmade dont start that shite w/ me #Fundae.txt #Famy.txt #attention seeking #alice is bored again

ineffectualdemon

My life has been a series of me going:

"I'm not X I just understand them! They make so much sense! Why don't other people agree with them more?"

Only to find out much later that I am X

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pd-systems-culture-is

BPD system culture is telling your partner you're splitting and they ask "BPD or DID?"

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#reblog #bpd #borderline #did #bpdid #system #splitting #anon #pd-systems-culture-is

obscurix

it’s all of the realizing that’s so painful.

#reblog #obscurix #vent rbs

lethroe

Here's your daily reminder that telling someone they're faking is a classist and ableist action as not all doctors are unbiased, and not all unbiased doctors are affordable

#reblog #lethroe #discourse #health

dudejealousy

Sometimes I just wanna completely copy someone else's identity to maybe get the same attention they do because being myself obviously doesn't work

#dudejealousy #reblog #mental health #copying #identity

I'm gonna go carry out our conditioning / training now - 🦄, 🐝 and co

#cw training #cw conditioning #se conditioning #short vent

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I have don't always feel bored sometimes I feel nothing. (Alexithymia moment.)

We all have some symptoms of this so it's system wide.

I vaguely like fighting people for fun. - chris and ???

#imma coin the disorder I have bc why not #joining the wet dirt community #I have no interest in getting better or worse with this lol #I feel very weak emotions

I don't feel empathy, sympathy or remorse normal.

No I don't feel bad for my actions, I see empathy as a transaction and sympathy as a waste of tongue.

I have people I care for and love.

My care and love is very different depending on the person and is very different from others. I do not cry at trauma stories or others pain. I listen. I can turn off all care. It's a mutual thing or it's voided. Attention first, safety second and emotions last.

I have little concepts of right and wrong. People tell me I say wrong things but everything is grey to me.

#un dx'd disorder #ramble #potentially cluster b #idk I've been looking into bpd #and I think I might have bpd / be borderline or some form of mania along side other issues

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