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Hi!! Im ali!!
you've probably seen me around before so here's the basic
pc rpf enjoyer
king of soph <3
might catch some other rpf too
maybe a bit of minecraft (life seris, hermitcraft, hbg-)
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but for the most part this is a pc rpf blog, just with the occasional other fixations. I'm not going to force myself to stick to one thing, and really this blog is just me existing so if you see other things, its just me being silly :3
expect to see shit posts, crashouts, writting and drables, drawings, rantings, yappings, and maybe some au ideas
You may also see đŚâ⏠(crow) anon here from time to time too! Due to certain situaitons they sometimes just come bother me and insist i post some of their ideas here, and i love them /p so i do it (plus they're like 10x better than me any ways so-)
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lowkey, i feel like ccs have never thought about their job at all because then they'd realise that getting people to be parasocial about them is the literal description/goal there. (like, genuinely, what else would giving your own money to people you don't know be? and being incentivised to be invested in them enough that you're a viewer long-term and watch them for long periods of time? genuinely?)
Exactlyy exactlyy and its why i roll my eyes at them when they whine about parasocialism but in the same day ask for donos or to reach a hypertrain/subgoal.
These people stream 4 hours a day somtimes multiple times a week. Have regulars they call about by name cheesing and giggling and asking about thier days. If you know a âregularsâ life details. Congrats. Thats parasocialism. What you have right there is someone who spends thier days watching YOU. Chatting with YOU. Giving YOU money. Buying YOUR merch. and you always give them special attention and often even make them mod or give them some other type of unpaid job for your community.
like im sorry if you do a mod application. having someone moderate your discord for free. That persons gonna wanna think of you as a friend. Think your closer then you are. Its how the human brain works. Idc if you dont like it you shouldent be in the parasocialism buisness then. You cant benefit from âdamagingâ behavior then whine when its damaging to you. If someone spends alot of time doing stuff for you for free. Taking time out of their day. They get to be a little parasocial.
My most woke take is i belive streamer dono culture is harmful to children and if you have dono on AND try to police if children can make hcs about you on twitter your a bitch.
Kids giving money most of em dont have to adults who are gonna use it to travel and buy fancy stuff. Just so the streamer reponds and wishes them a happy birthday. Is parasocialism by definition but nobody cares cause it benefits streamers.
Merch is not parasocial by itself. They give u money they get a product. getting a sub is parasocial but more resonable. They get the product of more emotes, and accesd to chat when its set to sub only.
Dono messages? Paying to talk to people. Kids shouod not be encouraged to do that. You should never have to pay to talk to another living being. Nobody is that important. It encourages the idea of spending money to get the streamer to like you. If that donator becomes a âregularâ its even more abhoorent. we should dismantle dono culture. Or stop bitching about parasocialism otherwise.
I would rather have kids draw thier yumeships on tumblr and give these cc every single minority label they have. then give these rich adults a goddam penny. If youd rather a kid give u money then cope with thier attachment away from you with art or stories or cosplays you are a damn hypocrite and i dont respect you.
They only want the benefits. Money and ego when this relationship can destroy mentals if the fan isent allowed space to be parasocial AND dissociate from the public figure.
You dont get the free art without some ship art existing. You dont get money from donos without people yuming shipping on private discords. You dont get hours of retention time for your 4 hour video without some kids getting bored and theorizing your trans halfway through.
Wanna preach about parasocialism? Pay your mod team and turn donos off.
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context: a chapter in my mtn/dnd story for the boys
The campfire, once a roaring fire that lit the entire (temporary) campsite, died down to still red charcoal. The light once emitted flickered down to just simply a faint glow. The warmth, while it had died down a lot, still provided enough heat to keep the mostly sleeping group warm until sunrise.
Sophist continued lying on his bed, no longer asleep. Those dreams of his past always woke him up, never letting him fall asleep again, haunting his mind till the morning distractions. Those charcoals laying on the ground reminded him a bit too much of it, plus, thereâs no point in just laying for the next few hours until the sun rose again.Â
Sophist sat up, slowly rising to his feet as he tried not to disturbed the rest of his companions. He walked over to the tree line, choosing to lean up against a tree as he stared up into the sky.
The night sky showed the beautiful colors of the galaxy. Pinks, purples, and blues, and maybe hints of green, illuminated the sky as tiny stars clustered together, adding beauty to the sky. No clouds blocked the view, instead the moon stood brightly offering some light to the otherwise pitch darkness of the land.
He stood like that for quite some time. It reminded him of the nights where he did nothing but stare at his old home. Obviously the sky wasnât anywhere close to the same, and the grass felt too different to feel truly immerse, but the silence of city noises and the beauty of the sky still reminded him of it. Or perhaps it was just because it was constantly on his mind right now.
Suddenly, sounds of footsteps took over the thoughts of his mind. Looking down he saw Vernias, still slightly sleepy, walking closer to him. Sophist noticed how Vernâs wings draped down his back, almost forming what looked like a cape. Vern took a seat next to Sophist on the grass, rubbing his eyes, content with the silence.
âCouldnât sleep either huh?â Sophist spoke, adding a small chuckle to the end of his sentence. âYa, shitty nightmare, and couldnât really fall back after that, you know?â Vernias sleepily replied.
âWhatâd ya dream about?â Sophist inquired, genuinely curious about it. âOh, well,â Vernias began. He didnât know how exactly to explain about his ever so slightly prophetic dreams gifted to him, or if he even needed to explain it. Maybe not, just describe the dream, plus, nothing too bad happened in it. âIt was just about, well, there was no clear plot, but trying to go in order, there was a [insert really cool foreshadowing]. And finally, there was just an empty field that was just, like, really cold,â Vernias finally finished. âI donât know if that really makes sense,â Vern added as he tilted his head down to face the ground.Â
After a second of regaining his full composure, Vern interrupted the silence again. âWhat about you? Why are you up in the middle of the night?âÂ
Sophist paused for a second. A sense of dread filled him as he tried to compile a good answer. He wasnât going to answer the question with as much detail as Vernias did. âKeep it vague,â He told himself. âBad dream too.âÂ
âOh, sorry to hear that.â is all Vern chose to add. He just assumed Sophist didnât want to share. Plus, he didnât want to pressure Sophist into sharing something he wasnât ready to.
Vernias looked at the ground again. Playing with the blades of grass and the small flowers scattered scarcely around, he tried to form a coherent structure with it. He tried to tie the blades of grass with the flowers, really trying his best to make it work. Unfortunately, his efforts were for nothing. Whatever structure he had kept becoming undone, or the blades of grass would rip when tying, making it impossible to continue. He threw the blades of grass and the flowers to the ground in an admit of defeat.Â
Sophist noticed Verniasâ attempts, and more importantly, his failure as he let out a small chuckle.Â
âOh shut up. I want you to do better.â Vernias objected, quickly shooting up to his feet. He crossed his arms, not amused at all by Sophistâs mockery at his failure.Â
âNah, but I do kinda want to try something,â Sophist replied. Quickly, he summoned his staff as it poofed into his hand.Â
He repositioned his hands as he closed his eyes to focus. Seemingly effortlessly, bright purple light emitted from the staff, floating upward almost like fire on a torch. The colors twisted in the air as it lit up the two standing there. Sophist smiled warmly, admiring the light created. âTo be honest Iâm surprised it still works even with Noahâs restrictions. I mean I guess itâs useless, but still fun.â
Vernâs face lit up (both from the light but also from an idea he had) âWAIT!â He leaned forward as he tried to fly back over to his staff, before being reminded of one of the rules given to him. No flying. Vern sighed in defeat as he got his balance back, once again annoyed with Sophistâs snickering he could faintly hear. He relaxed his shoulders and held his hand out as he summoned his staff (something he didnât do nearly as often as Sophist, so it didnât come as naturally). Â
Vern, following very similar steps from Sophist, closed his eyes as he allowed for a similar pink light to flow from his staff. The two colors twisted in the air, slowly fading off into nothing. Vern smiled widely, truly amazed with the simple beauty found even in these situations.
âIt is very cool, still useless though. Unless weâre in a cave or something I guess.â Sophist finally added, stopping the stream of light. âI donât know, I just wanted to see if I could do it again after not using it for a while,â Sophist answered a question no one posed. Vernias didnât really care why, just glad that Magicâs rules didnât fully restrict everything.Â
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The sun rose as the two still sat there. It wasnât as early into the night as the two thought, perhaps standing for about two-ish hours before the sun rose. Vernias chose to spend the majority of his time trying other spells just trying to see what else would work. What Magic didnât take away.Â
Unfortunately, much of his efforts were useless. Only one or two in every twenty spells worked. All serving the use of looking pretty. But hey, at least it was something to do.
Sophist chose to spend the rest of his time either staring at the sky, or finding Verniasâ failures amusing. He didnât really care to find all the spells that were working. He had Thunderspell, it was enough.
At this point the sun had just barely creeped over the horizon. The sky was a gentle golden color, clouds began to form as scattered small groups formed. They collected the sunâs rays, producing a similar golden color to the sky.Â
These colors, the dew, the wind, the clouds, it all reminded him of it. He remembered how the grass always looked so golden in the morning when the sun hit it just right. How the breeze always felt so calming. How the clouds always looked painted on. It was all just a bad reminder.Â
Sophist closed his eyes, trying not to think about it right now. It would be a waste anyways. Not like he could go there right now.Â
âHey you guys are up early.â Sophist heard a voice call. Opening his eyes he saw Brent who looked well rested and put together (sure some hairs were astray, and there were a few dirt smudges on his outfit. But for the most part, he looked exactly the same from when he started).Â
Vern chose to speak for the two, âYa, we got up and couldnât really go back to sleep. Is Nick up yet?âÂ
Brent looked over to now just Nick at the firepit, not really gaining much information. âNot really. He was kinda awake, but he was really just half awake. Do you think we should wake him?âÂ
âI CALL ON DOING ITâ Sophist yelled out as he raced over to Nick. âWAIT I DONâT THINK WE SHOULD-â Vernias followed closely, opposing Sophistâs seemingly unanimous decision, leaving Brent wheezing at the chaos the two (or really Sophist) caused first thing when they got up.
Sophist hovered the end of his staff close to Nickâs face as he thought of the best way to mess with him. âListen, I think we just let Nick sleep for a bit longer. Weâre not really in a rushâŚâ Vernias yapped. Sophist wasnât paying any attention, he was too busy thinking. He focused for a second, finally having an idea, allowing for a huge pulse of light to flash from the end. It was something Vernias scared Sophist with when he was testing, now it was Sophistâs turn to scare Nick.Â
Reacting to the light, Nick grumbled as he was blinded by the light. âWhat the fuck?â He mumbled as he slowly opened his eyes. âAw, I wanted to scare youâ Sophist admitted sadly, causing Brent, who just joined the group, to laugh some more. âWell ya didnâtâ Nick commented, still annoyed with Sophistâs antics. He sat up, if not reluctantly, as he adjusted his eyes to the sunlight.
âI guess we can head out soon,â Brent began. âObviously whenever youâre ready Nick, but thereâs not really a point in stalling.âÂ
âYa sure, just give me like five minutes or something to actually wake up,â Nick stated groggily as he stretched his arms out. âYeah yeah of course,â Brent added again.Â
âWhy would you do that, Sophist? You know a light as bright as that could causeâŚâ Vernias continued to speak to Sophist, annoyed with the antics he always insisted on doing. Brent could tell Sophist was paying very little attention, instead just vaguely staring off to the side of him. Brent couldnât help but chuckle at the scene.Â
âOk Iâm ready to go,â Nick finally said, not paying too much attention to Verniasâ and Sophistâs conversation. âOk, perfect, you guys ready to head out?â Brent added, wanting to make sure everyone was ready before they left. The two silently said yes, and the party (crashers) was on their way to their next obstacle.
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I have a few random wips from my writing document I just never finished. I figured I'd just dump them here to maybe get motivation to finish one and also try to once again get rid of my fear of sharing my work, bad and not. Some of these are as short as like 100 words, others are longer (~1000), but yk enough traction and attention I could finish a few if anyone wants me to ig.
tw: gay | total word count: 2741
Why canât you stay?
word count: 129 | ship: BrentxSophist | weight of the crown inspired AU.
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Brent froze in the doorframe. There, in the room, was Sophist, his silly tophat, over-the-top cape, and his unforgettable purple suit.Â
âHey, itâs been a while, hasnât it?â Sophist gently spoke, playing with the back of his neck as he did.Â
Brent didnât know how to respond. Itâs been a year? Two? Maybe even three since they last saw each other. It felt like an eternity for him. And he knew why he left. Sophist had his responsibilities to his people, just as Brent did. [...]
Still unsure on what to say, Brent walked up to him, each step taking what felt like an eternity, yet consistent in his pace.Â
Sophist let out a soft sigh, smiled warmly while and afterward, and opened his arms allowing Brent to come in?????????
SEVERE hurt/comfort
word count: 622 | Ship: Suppose to be BrentxEevee but I stopped before I got there | This fanfic is HEAVILY inspired by another fanfic I found, but I don't remeber where it is and I can't find it
Brent sat on his throne, his mind wandering as he watched out the window. He saw the people of the village, how the kids ran around or how the adults stood and chatted. He could feel that same, [creeping] feeling sneak into his chest, that feeling which he could never really pin-point what it truly was. The only way he could describe it was yearning. A desire for something else, maybe another life. He felt pitiful for it. He was king after all. Anything he wanted was quite literally at his fingertips, but the constant work, pressure, negotiating, it made him question if he was truly fit for this life, and his dad never made him feel any better.
âOf course, what else is the king supposed to do besides sitting on a throne?â Well speaking of the devil, his dadâs harsh footsteps echoed throughout the hall. Brent felt his body stiffen, fingers shaking and the desire in his chest changing to uneasiness.Â
âIâm sorry father I was just-â
âI donât want to hear your excuse. You know when I was king I brought this kingdom from a pitiful waste of space to something respectableâŚâ Another one of his useless rants. Itâs almost like he was addicted to talking about how âgreatâ he was, despite the fact he almost certainly did very little to actually help his kingdom.
âAnd now our kingdom has you.â The final word was spoken with hatred lacing it, âThe king who refuses to do anything for its kingdom, the king who would rather sit on his throne, and the king who chooses his friends over-â
Finally he snapped, âOh thatâs bullshit and you know it.âÂ
âExcuse me you do not speak to your father-âÂ
Brent bulldosed right over whatever his âdadâ had to say. âIâve done so much to bring this kingdom back to where it was before your rule. Do you know how many shitty policies I had to undo? Or reiterate? Itâs been three months since my coronation and the entire time Iâve been fixing the mess you made.â Brent paused after finishing, taking a heavy sign before taking a seat back down in his throne. Thereâs so much more he wanted to say but he knew he was already pushing his luck. He rubbed his temples waiting for his dad to explode in whatever breakdown heâs going to have.
âBrent Moose Skill.â Brent rolled his eyes, already knowing what would come. âAt the end of the day I am still your father. I donât care what throne you sit on or whose crown youâre wearing.â He was pissed. Every other word was said through gritted teeth. He climbed up the stairs standing face to face with the new king, still yelling at the same volume he was when he was down the stairs. âBut you will respect me and you will respect my rule.â Brent wanted so badly to punch him right in the face, but somehow managed to fight the impulse. HIs dad gave him some personal space. HIs dad uttered under his breath, âI regret letting you rule my kingdom.âÂ
Brent felt dumbfounded from his words. What did he mean âhis kingdomâ? He wanted to scream again, let him know all the good he did and all the bullshit his dad did, but he chose to not fight this battle and sit back down on his throne, even with a defeated sigh.Â
His dad, on the other hand, had no intention of stopping. He continued his rant, âI canât believe you failed so badly on ruling. Our military is suffering-â Thatâs because military funds are being moved to help those after the fires. â-The nobles are dissatisfied-â Because Iâm prioritizing our citizens.
As the Snow Hits the Ground
(yes I posted this one before but its cute god damit)
word count: 1066 | Ship: BrentxEevee
The gentle snowfall in the Kingdom of Skill was never something surprising, yet to Brent it was always a nice welcome to the day. While the cold was never his favorite, he could never deny the elegance a fresh coating of snow brought to the kingdom. Or perhaps he favored the way snowflakes gently whisked to the ground, or maybe it was the found memories he had with his family before-
A gentle knock stopped him from finishing that thought. Slowly, he rose from his perch at the window sill, and walked over to answer the door who's knocking never stopped. He pressed his hand against the door as he opened, making sure to do it as slowly as possibleâit had become a habit to do so for whatever reason. Well he knew the reason, he just didnât want to admit it.
As soon as he saw it to be Sophist, he opened the door fully, a warm smile crossing his face without his command to. He knew Sophist was never fond of the snow, if anything he actively hated the cold. Though anytime he pressed for answers all he got was âsome shit in my past,â which just had to be as vague as possible. Before Brent could truly question it Sophist welcomed himself into Brentâs room, plopping himself on his bed as the complaints came in immediately. âBro why does it have to be snowing, now I canât get anything done.â The annoyance in his tone was undeniable, though maybe a bit of sarcasm was sprinkled in.
Brent gave a slight chuckle at the absurdity of it. âItâs literally only like two inches, it's not even that bad.â Sopshit chose not to take the easy jab at the lude joke Brent set him up for, instead responding to the comment with an answer he knew Brent already learned, âWell I canât go to my observatory cause its snowing, plus its like super cold in there, and you know I donât like the cold.âÂ
âYouâre living in the Kingdom of Skill, it snows like every week.â
âDoesnât mean I like it,â he replied, a bit too sly.
Brent sighed. He was getting nowhere with this. He walked over to his bed, taking a seat behind Sophist letting his head rest on his lap as Brent ran his hand through his hair. A comforting silence filled the room. Brent never minded these moments, he actually found them quite comforting. It was a warm reminder it wasnât just those snippets of dialogues he fell for. It was the person behind those. A slight blush brushed his cheeks.
He could tell Sophist didnât think the exact same. He nervously scratched at his wrist, eyes never quite landing in one spot as they jumped around the ceiling, sometimes stealing a little glance at Brent as he still stroked his hair, though that never lasted for more than a moment.Â
Brent finally let Sophist out of his misery, killing the silence with a question he asked countless times before, âWhy do you hate the snow so much?â Finally his eyes landed on Brent, staring at him blanklyâmaybe he was looking for something, or maybe it just took him a second to process the questionâbefore snapping back to his fidgety state and answering the question, âTold ya some shit that happened, like, ten years ago.â
âWhat happened?â Brentâs eyes never left his own hands, them running through Sophistâs hair must have been the most interesting things. Sophistâs nails dug deeper into his skin, his mind seemingly unaware of the stim. His eyes never held still for more than a few moments, constantly glancing at Brentâs expression now definitely trying to find something. The silence, this time, made both uneasy. Brent interjecting, deciding to give Sophist an out this time, â-that is if youâre comfortable to share. You donât have to if you donât want to.â Oh how badly he wanted Sophist to tell him, yet he gave a reassuring sympathetic look instead of conveying it. He would never force his boyfriend to confess something he wasnât ready to. (..Right?)
âI donât know it was just,â He struggled to find the right word. He looked a bit more directly at Brentâat least he was making an effort. His eyes were never allowed to hold eye contact with his boyfriend for longer than a split second. â-It was just something. I donât think I can explain it.âÂ
Brent hummed for a second before remembering he should actually say something, finally shifting his gaze to give a simple smile at Sophist as he spoke, âItâs ok, you can tell me whenever youâre ready.â
Both slipped back into the makeshift routine they so quickly fell into this position, neither truly wanting this moment to end, but both wanted something slightly more.Â
Brent let the moment linger for a bit longer before readying himself. He let his hands slip out of Sophist hairâhe so badly didnât want toâ and leaned back a bit, using his now free hands to brace himself. Sophist finally looked at Brent for longer than a few moments, trying to read what was on his mind.Â
Brent finally spoke up, âLook listen we donât have to if you donât want to, but do you want to go outside, just for like, 15 minutes? Just me and you in the castle garden.â Sophist definitely wasnât expecting that. His eyes immediately looked to the sheets surrounding him, this time tightening his grip on his wrist.Â
The words came out of his mouth before he could tell them to not, âUm sure.â Fuck what was he getting himself into? Welp he was in too deep now. âBut only for the 15 minutes.âÂ
Brent immediately perked up, his eyes scanning over Sophistâs face, surprised this stubborn ass man was actually agreeing to it. âWait really?â
âEh fuck it really donât care right now,â Sophsit sat up as he tried to act not terrified. He stood up grabbing his hat and cap he hung at Brentâs chair when he first came in. âNow stop just sitting there before I take it back,â fake confidence was covering the statement, he just hoped Brent wouldnât notice. Brent took the hint and, seemingly in a rush, jumped out of his bed to grab his own cape, joining Sophist by his side as the two walked outside.Â
The camera shuttered, and soon enough an image printed out in front of it. Vernias grabbed the little slip of paper and shook it in the air as the film developed. Slowly, and what felt like forever, the picture fully cleared up. He smiled warmly at the image, even if it was mere moments ago. It was just a simple photo, him, Nick, Sophist and Brent just standing next to each other. They met up again and at the last minute decided to go to a convention nearby. Nothing crazy, just some local smash tournament, but they did have some free time. Vernias continued to study the photo, immediately noticing some imperfections in the print job, but more focusing on the others. He saw the stupid grin Sophist always had, how slightly award Brent was, how smug Nick looked. Vernias found it endearing, their stupid little characters shown in their own little way. He almost didnât notice the slight blush on his face.
âHey let me see it!â Nickâs voice immediately snapped Vernias back to reality. He let the camera fall, only to be held up by his slash, and stuck out the photo to Nick. He studied it too, though not to the extent Vernias did, instead simply nodded before running to catch up to Brent and Sophist, who apparently already ran off.Â
Vern quickly realised the others left, and quicklyâthough with care to not crumple it too muchâplaced the photo in his pocket. âWait for me!â
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Click!
âWhyâd you take a backshot of us, bro.â Vernias just sighed as he reached in front of the camera to grab the printed image. The other two had their usual set of complaints to Brentâs joke, though neither took their eyes off the screen. Vernias once again carefully put the photo in his pocket and let the camera fall to his side, joining Brent in between the other two playing.Â
It was an open console type thing, and even if it wasnât Nick and Sophist didnât seem to care. More than anything the two seemed to be fucking around, neither of which played on their main, just instead fucking around with bottom tier characters. As soon as Vernias realised good content wasnât going to be found, he took the more recent of the photos out of his pocket to study it. Even with its poor qualityâit was some cheap instant camera, but it was good enough for what he wantedâ
âI need youâ
word count: 428 | BrentxEevee | weight of the crown inspired AU.
Brent was already pacing around the room. His cape and crown long discarded as he stared at the ground, arms crossed and pleading, âI did everything I could, you heard how the council men acted. I tried to make a case for you but-âÂ
âWell what am I meant to do now? Just go to trial? Get convicted? Be sent to die?â Sophist chose to sit on the edge of the bed. He had taken his hat long ago and set it on one of the bedâs posts. He didnât even bother to bring his mask.Â
âNo, obviously not. Iâll just have to think of something to say.â
âOh, like that worked last time.â
âNo offense Eevee but you arenât the most likeable person in the kingdom right now. Half of the citizens and nearly all of the nobles want you dead. Itâs not easy for-â
âWell what should I do? Seriously? I donât need a king or a noble. I need you. I need my friend,â the final word came out like poison to both. âI need you more,â Sophist paused, but at this point it was all over anyway, â I need you more than a friend.âÂ
The silence that filled the room was deafening. Brent failed to find any words to convey his understanding, and Sophist just wanted to leave.Â
âBut if you donât want that, then it's fine.â Sophist turned around, grabbing whatever hat he left lying around before making his way to the door. âIâll just handle it on my own.âÂ
With the final words Sophist opened and closed the door before Brent could get the words out. He rushed to chase after him, to try and fix everything like he shouldâve done the first time. He ran to the door, twisted the nob and desperately looked for him. Yet he was nowhere to be found. Either side of the corridor, which both stretched out to near infinity, didnât hold Sophist nor any trace of him.Â
All Brent could do is stand in the corridor. He felt the slightest breeze and prayed to whatever he would turn to see him, yet it was still an empty hallway. He felt his chest tighten with a pain he never understood before.Â
Brent walked back into his room. He shut the door behind him, careful to not make any sound. He fell to the floor, the light from the sunset still shining in his room. All he was left with was a crown and the promise of night as he replayed the words he wished he said.Â