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Gwynriels don't understand that if Gwynnifer was Azriel's mate, he would still question the Cauldron... in HER FACE.
"But why her? Why not Elain? Why it has to be her sister's friend? Why was I given to her but not the third sister?"
After years, Azriel developed feelings for Elain and helped her to overcome her sadness and depression by being the softest gentleman with her, taking her to garden walks, being a quiet company for her, listening to her talking about gardening and baking, and much more instead of looking for his """mate""" who had the worst trauma and was in the most vulnerable state of her life and visiting her in the library to see if she was okay (even 'spying') or building a friendship with her.
And then, when Azriel was going to train the Valkyries in ACOSF, they would already have all that development we readers didn't know and would show through the book, and there would already be that tension between them. Meanwhile, they have absolutely nothing.
He didn't look for her after she was rescued, he didn't want a friendship with her and doesn't consider her a friend, he doesn't reach out to train her privately or offer to train together, and on top of that, in the bonus he left her alone on the freezing night, didn't want to spend the whole night with her (like he did with Elain) and didn't offer to escort her back to the safety of the library after she finished her training.
And then he tells Clotho to give Gwynnie or any of the priestesses the necklace he gifted to the woman he wants to kneel so bad to taste her sweet jasmine flower. It's like the situation where someone doesn't want something anymore because it has now bad memories, so they give it to someone they know but don't spend time with them and say "give it to anyone who you know will like it, I just don't want it anymore" and then they leave like 'I don't give a fuck who gets it, just be someone who is not my friend'. Like… he had all that feeling of gifting Elain the necklace HIMSELF and putting it on HER, and with Gwynnifer in the bonus it's like "yeah, give it to her, or anyone there, thanks Clotho, bye".
Meanwhile through the book we know he worries about Elain, he cares about Elain, feels sick of Elucien's bond, has tension with Elain, almost kissed Elain, and every night he goes to bed with his mind on Elain.
That's a big fucking L.
They should just accept.
okay but I want a scene where azriel holds elain’s face, gently caressing her cheek. then elain covers his hand with her own and turning her head slightly, she kisses his palm and smiles at him sweetly. az is there, in pure shock. blinking, totally dumbfounded. then he explodes and kisses her stupid. goodbye. 🥹🩷💙
Gw*nriels being brave talking about wanting to lecture Elriels about true love when what they have is a SECOND HAND GIFT where he's just so desperate to get rid of it + him regretting not being able to change course when he found Gw*n + pure training with all other priestesses.
Sorry, you'll never have the Truth-teller scene, the rescue scene, Azriel always reaching out to Elain, Azriel questioning his religion, Azriel staying away because the thought of Elain not being his mate hurts, Azriel spending the longest night of the year with Elain, Azriel being a poet because of Elain, Azriel always finding a way to be with Elain, Azriel risking his life for Elain, Azriel being in his joyous state because of Elain, Azriel desiring and adoring Elain....
Y'all sit down, we're actually good especially with our reading comprehension.
Ps: the fact that all they could focus is "lust" makes me believe they only read acosf. And where is this behavior around Nessian? Those two are literally fubu
I think the main difference between Gwynriels and Elriels is that Gwynriels are actively and wholeheartedly want Elain to end up with Tamlin, who abused her sister, or Koschei, who imprisons women on his island. (Note how it's never even Eris, who they view as 'positive'. No, it's Tamlin or Koschei)
Elriels, on the other hand, pair Gwyn with Tarquin. Or Mor/Emerie. Or with Balthazar. Kind, honest, steadfast, honorable characters.
Wonder why that is.

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Rock Bottom by Daniel Merriam, 2022 {via}
Azriel: okay I’m gonna torture you now
Prisoner: *smirks* do your best
Azriel: *deep breath* elain is the most precious, prettiest, sweetest, kindest person ever and …
Prisoner: What?
Azriel: … she makes the best blueberry tarts and has the most thoughtful gifts for Solstice …
Prisoner: wait wtf is happening
*a few hours later*
Azriel: … and the way she blushes, have i told you about that? It makes me tingle everywhere. Full body chills. Really. Bro i’m telling you, that girl is the one. Oh! Did i tell you about solstice night?
Prisoner: yes. Yes. SEVEN TIMES DUDE
Azriel: great. Let me tell you once more. So …
Prisoner: no no NO. HELP. HELP ME
antis must be delusional to think that outside of the fandom (outside of their cult actually) many people do not want to read abt Elain
Casual readers not necessarily like her but they genuinely want to know more abt her. She is one of the main characters. She is the mystery 3rd sister who went into the cauldron, who is present since the first book. The 3/3 of the whole set of 3.
So screaming in comment section abt how Elain is bland or how boring she is to you would not negate the fact that SJM since acomaf intended to write an Elain book.
Again antis like to equate how much they hate Elain to how important she is. Theyre like “if I hate her and my cult leader also agreed then this must mean everyone also think the same and therefore Elain is undeserving of a book”
If she is bland and boring as u claimed, then how could she ignite this strong emotion from yall. Wanting her death solely for being boring is quite a stretch isnt it? Coz lets be real yall never hate Elain for the fact that she’s ‘boring’. Its because..
SHE IS A THREAT TO YOUR SHIP.
Theres no reason for you to passionately hate Elain other than that reason. Her sole existence specifically in the Night Court is so damning to ur ship. “She can’t stay in the NC. She must be evil. I want her de@d. She will be human again.” Anything just so she will not be in the Night Court
The fact that antis are that scared and that opposed and have this strong feeling abt Elain getting a book is so weird to me. If ur ship is as strong as steel, Elain getting a book would not be a problem. Its like…they know Elain’s book is inevitable so they hope screaming in the comment section would make sjm/bb change their mind???
Again if ur secure with ur stance then there’s nothing to be afraid of right? right?
Antis never said this out loud but they certainly wish a certain red head character received the ‘3rd sister treatment. yk an aunt to somebody, a sister to somebody, a sister in law to somebody, a part of this core group and most importantly a dream girl to NOT ONE BUT TWO GUYS!!!!! oh lord
i say this in a loving way, but some of these new wave readers just want the books to TELL the stories instead of letting the stories unfold. they want everything to be handed to them on a silver platter, hence why most readers online admit to only skimming the books they supposedly read—but that is not reading lol; everything is immediate for them.
or instead of thinking for themselves, they would rather rely on someone with a big following because obviously, OBVIOUSLY, rather than forming your OWN interpretations and opinions, some would rather just believe one narrative to be true just because
it gets to a point, to be honest…
people offline tend to understand the narrative more because they are actually engaged in reading instead of engaging in whatever herd mentality certain communities groom online. LOL.
Agreed anon.
This is why when I recommend ACOTAR to people I tell them to avoid the online fandom until after they finish reading all of the books. This allows them to go in without bias and form their own thoughts/opinions (without certain loud and wrong individuals breathing down their neck).
I personally don’t understand why people think booktok influencers or people with large followings have any authority when it comes to these books. Some of them have a track record of being wrong so there’s no reason to think they know better than the average reader.
These books are very simple to understand. People don’t need to read them a hundred times to understand the author’s intent or what direction she’s going with the story. It’s like she said. It’s obvious.
And what’s crazy is how the online fandom has grossly misinterpreted so many things in these books. It’s truly a dumpster fire.
“Give Elain to Tamlin. I want her to leave Az and Lucien alone”
This is one of the most evil and horrible things you could ever said abt a woman even if she’s fictional.
Is because you know Tamlin is an abuser. Thats why you want her to go to him.
I dunno guys, wishing a woman end up with an abuser do tell something abt how you think as a person. Wishing a woman misery in the hands of a man is a thing id never wish to my enemy.
yall can hide under the “but she’s not real” umbrella all u want but the fact your mind go to that direction when thinking abt a woman is so frightening.

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I’ll say it. If you are okay with every Elain ship but then draw the line when it comes to Elriel, you are anti Elain’s choice.
Because he is the only male character so far (aside from Graysen) that she has expressed interest in. She was the one to make a move on him (“put it on me?”). He is the only one she’s ever given gifts to. He is the only one she’s ever complimented and spent time with (willingly).
You either 1) don’t care about her autonomy and only value the wants and needs of the male characters. Or 2) want her out of the way, so you can ship Azriel with some random character he has no romantic feelings for.
We have enough info to have an idea of how Elain feels. What’s fucked up is how people disregard what we’ve been shown because they care more about other characters’ happiness. And in a series about women and their right to choose, this is the completely wrong mindset to have.
Ranking ACOTAR characters from my most favorite to my least favorite.
Cassian
Rhysand
Elain
Feyre
Nesta
Emerie
Azriel
The Suriel
Eris
Amren
The House
Gwyn
Bryaxis
Helion
Mor
Lucien
Rhysand's right knee
Rhysand's left knee
The Bone Carver
Alis/Devlon
100. Madja
Ah yes because Azriel giving away the one thing he never lets anyone else touch "Truth Teller" is somehow an act of pity. 💀 He trusted Elain with a weapon he doesn't give to anyone. And speaking gently to a deeply traumatized person is called compassion not pity. Some of y'all really can't tell the difference. 🙃🤦🏻♀️
Yeah sure..!!! Giving someone your dagger that you haven't given anyone in your entire life time is an act of pity but giving a necklace that you thoughtfully brought for someone and gave it to another woman after the girl returned it is true love ! 🤭🤭🤭
EDS — Elain Derangement Syndrome
The first Fae that Elain met terrified her, destroyed her home and stole her sister.
The second Fae that Elain met calmed her down, her shoulders relaxed and he answered her question in a gentle, poetic manner.
She was terrified, stolen from her home, and Made into a different species because of that first Fae, and then forcibly mated to his best friend.
She was calmed, cared for, taken to the garden and gently, quietly comforted by the second Fae.
Spring Court is violence, loss, destruction and death and Lucien
Night Court is home and Azriel
If Elriel used a phone, what would their messages say? Let’s take a look together. 😅
Bonus: 😅❤️
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How am I supposed to move on after knowing you? After learning the sound of your laugh. After falling in love with the way you could turn the smallest story into an hour-long conversation. After seeing those hazel eyes and never looking at them the same way again. How am I supposed to keep walking when every part of me still wants to find its way back to you? I don't know how to forget someone who quietly became a part of my heart. Even if you already forgot me.
Mine.
*gets out a big megaphone* sanitizing female characters by removing all moral ambiguity and their ability to make complex choices is not any more feminist than demonizing them. you have to learn to appreciate female characters without finding some way to simplify their personhood into either "evil bitch" or "perfect pure girlboss." it is still dehumanizing to view women as virtuous morally pure angels of light who can do no wrong. thats just bog standard benevolent misogyny.