Do you ever just lay in bed and realize how not okay you are
Or stand in the middle of the crowd and realise you’re lonely.
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Do you ever just lay in bed and realize how not okay you are
Or stand in the middle of the crowd and realise you’re lonely.

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Don’t make homes out of skin and bones Cause soon they will crumble Never put your trust in those two tantalising eyes, or they will reflect the pain you’ve been hiding behind your brown orbs Put your hand on that beating chest and ask if you truly adore her or you are just plain lonely. Don’t try to fix broken things Cause honey, you can’t even fix your broken ribs which hurts every time you breathe. Just don’t let them leave marks on your already bruised skin Promise me, don’t let them in.
be kind to yourself (via algidhands)
This is what I do sometimes, telling the ‘voice’ to fuck off.
And love, I forgive you for not recognising the sadness in my eyes or how I silently cried for help. I forgive you for not caring, I forgive you for pretending. I am not mad, see. I am sad.

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You told me she is different because she loves adventures and I was boring
I only love art, books, and poetry together with my coffee
But love, I am living a thousand lives while reading stories, and I am writing ours using the ink of my love for you and heartaches.
She is a wildfire you said, while I am hurricane
She keeps your body excited and warm, and I leave you devastated
I bet you didn’t know that I was protecting you from turmoils
Hurricane I become and I am left shattered
She was the opposite of me, hot and cold you may say
But love I became cold so your new warmth can stay.
— Fragile love
I am in an ocean of people
Trying to shout for help, but my voice is drowning and I can’t even whisper.
- Muffled
That's why I chose to leave.
Depression is an ocean and sometimes people just don’t know how to swim.
(via sleevesofgrass)
Or you just wanna drown.
1. Hello. 2. I miss you. 3. Can we talk? 4. I hope I’m not annoying you. 5. I want to see you. 6. Please tell me you’re doing fine. 7. I’m worried about you. 8. Let’s listen to our favorite song. 9. Do not let other people bring you down. 10. I hope you’re truly happy. 11. I love you. I really do. We started from 1 and I felt 11. Sometimes we do 8 with comforting silence. You used to remind me about 9. And I will always be grateful about everything we’ve had. Wherever you are, and whoever you’re with, please always remember 2, and 10.
ma.c.a // 4 but 7,3,5 and 6 : An Indirect Message From Me (via sleevesofgrass)
And an unrequited love at that.

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I sleep too little, sleep too much. Or I don’t sleep at all.
Tired af
Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, unfold me I am small and needy Warm me up And breathe me
Up until now, your words have been saving me. I've been hanging on a fine thread and you were there, holding out your hand. Thank you. Thank you for adding colours to my black and white world. For being a shock absorber. For staying. There will be more good and bad. Highs and lows. Tears and anger. And everything will become a cycle. Thank you. For everything. For keeping me alive.
There is no grey area, but with you, I'm pissing rainbows.
I am drowning and I can't seem to escape this pitfall Black, unknown hole which is kinda comforting Cold, but it makes you want to stay long I can't wrap my head around, is this what you call surrender? If it is, I find it peaceful Safe. Like wrapping your arms around your knees and sleep - safe. Until my frozen shield was melted by your touch I never realised I was shivering 'till you wrapped your arms around me. Safe. Warm. And just like that, I surrendered.
thank you for always reaching out
Take a deep breath with it.
Calm down.

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I wonder what's inside, if you cut my head and chest open.
Really, I wonder.
I know it's hard. But darling, get up.
I am actually convincing myself.