A Dump Of Art And Ocs

Now I have an AU with KOTFE and KOTET to include most of my characters. So, when they’re captured by Arcann, it’s just my Knight who’s put into carbanite. The rest are imprisoned in the same facility, just in another wing. Then three years down the line Lana, Koth, and T-7 break them out.

So, Victor is waiting in his cell for three years, unaware of what has happened to his Riduur or his child. When he found them again he was thrilled and in complete awe of his daughter. He spent a whole week simply clinging to them both. Like if either of them needed something, he already has it. They need help, he’s already there. He does this because he feels incredibly guilty for not being there for Akaavi when their child was being born and for not being there to support either of them. He tries to be as present as he can for his daughter and his wife.

As for my other characters, yes I do have children planned, just not at the moment.

I plan for Handrō and Vette to have a daughter after he’s left the Alliance to settle down with her.

Omyari (JC) and Arcann are going to have a daughter as well, but that’s sometime after Legacy Reborn.

I’m undecided on whether I want X’jad(BH) and Theron to adopt a kid or not, but I’m leaning towards yes.

As for my characters who won’t have children, they teach the younger generation at the force enclave on Odessen.

Adan(JK) helps teach and train some of the younger students when he’s not busy with leading the Alliance, though he has his Varactyl that he’s had for years. She’s kind of like his scaly child.

what connects your knight (or doesn't) with orgus din?

my one consistent headscratcher with knight is that, clearly, a rapport's meant to be established there because they want to take advantage of doing something to it by alderaan - the execution of which i find bungled and, to be very honest, i... might have thought my character was overreacting the first time i played it. <.>

i know i have knight-having mutuals out there and it's a class i haven't spend time looking deeply into the fandom side for. it brings a lot of interesting elements to the table, absolutely, and i understand some of its appeal. again, i'm in a camp, having played all 8 class stories at least once and often at least multiples times to certain points (some completely, some thru expacs, etc) that none are bad, but... i think there's some connective tissue lacking in execution sometimes. knight struggles to give me the set up that would make me feel its intended payoff is... emotionally earned/established, if that makes sense?

so like. orgus as written leaves me feeling more like he's the guy that's always going for a smoke break after every conversation/the dad that's always leaving to get milk and never coming back. which, if i step back and look at the idea behind the character - a jedi master who doesn't take another padawan for years because his last fell after a deeply traumatizing time for not only that padawan (bengal), but the jedi order as a whole (the sacking of coruscant), that can be a really compelling character. that's an interesting viewpoint to have of the jedi order, and what it means to someone to be a jedi.

i just... don't know if i necessarily understand the writing's intent when it wrote him as the jedi knight's master for tython? because of all the "mentor-"adjacent characters in all class stories, i... never feel like i spend a lot of time with orgus. which... for the kind of payoff they want to slide in on alderaan is... really odd? i find the inquisitor and zash and the warrior and baras to have a more readily established and consistent rapport, and the latter even readily admits he's willing to sacrifice your life for his goals as early as dromund kaas, y'know?

so i wanna give people an open invitation to tell me how their blorbos feel about the relationship and invite me into your interpretation of the dynamic. do you take what's here and run with it? do you headcanon something further that's not "in-text?" did you write something else completely for your knight? if they're close, they're friends, they're not, they couldn't care less - whatever it is, i wanna hear about it from the people who love the knight class story like i love the agent story, lol.

i don't think i'll need to qualify any statements or anything, but just in case: there's no wrong answers to personal enjoyment with your blorbos. i really liked chatting about a chapter two choice in agent the other day, and since i'm in a knight replay and i'm going through some of my feelings with the writing of it again, i figured it'd be cool to see reads put together like that kind of post?

I understand why it was done in retrospect for lore and in game. But I realize that we really didn’t get a lot of him as I first thought.

As for Adan’s, my knight, relationship with him, they are—well were—friends. Kinda like that point where you’re not just surface level friends but not ultra good friends, you know? (I think just good friends sums it up) Anyways, it’s like that. Their relationship is more like peers that learn from each other, than a mentorship.

But still it’s not a whole lot of time to get properly attached to someone, so why is Adan? He gets attached easily. Why you may ask? Trauma! What else?

But his attachment to people is due to the fact that for his first nine years of life he was a slave, so everyone he held dear was either taken from him or he was taken from them. During this time his attachments were all he had, to him they were everything. Especially his sister. One night he had run away after their master tried to spilt them up when he was found by a Jedi knight, Lyla Suran. She is his mentor figure and my miralukan crèche master.

Lyla brought him into the Jedi order and looked after him herself. She was in charge of small crèche group, which also includes my consular. She taught them the core traits of the Jedi order and helped them work on their individual strengths.

She helped Adan with the trauma of being a slave and the guilt that he harbored for those he left, like his sister. She helped him learn how to cope with it properly and how to communicate effectively. He built very strong bonds with her and the group, and while it is indeed an attachment he’s learning to not let it control him. He believed he was safe for once, but then the sacking of Coruscant happened.

He was about 12 when it occurred and he was hit with the fact that he wouldn’t be safe, and he let that fear fester for a while. The progress he made on getting better reverted back about a year or two. Lyla had to help him communicate his feelings again. She had him talk it through with her, helped him find ways he could cope or work through this fear without letting it take hold of him.

She taught him how to defend himself, but most importantly others. She taught him that he is not alone in that fear and that he can still have hope.

Lyla was the one who put in the work of training him in the ways of the force, on how to control his force stealth, on how to not let his fear control him.

Not Orgus.

what connects your knight (or doesn't) with orgus din?

my one consistent headscratcher with knight is that, clearly, a rapport's meant to be established there because they want to take advantage of doing something to it by alderaan - the execution of which i find bungled and, to be very honest, i... might have thought my character was overreacting the first time i played it. <.>

i know i have knight-having mutuals out there and it's a class i haven't spend time looking deeply into the fandom side for. it brings a lot of interesting elements to the table, absolutely, and i understand some of its appeal. again, i'm in a camp, having played all 8 class stories at least once and often at least multiples times to certain points (some completely, some thru expacs, etc) that none are bad, but... i think there's some connective tissue lacking in execution sometimes. knight struggles to give me the set up that would make me feel its intended payoff is... emotionally earned/established, if that makes sense?

so like. orgus as written leaves me feeling more like he's the guy that's always going for a smoke break after every conversation/the dad that's always leaving to get milk and never coming back. which, if i step back and look at the idea behind the character - a jedi master who doesn't take another padawan for years because his last fell after a deeply traumatizing time for not only that padawan (bengal), but the jedi order as a whole (the sacking of coruscant), that can be a really compelling character. that's an interesting viewpoint to have of the jedi order, and what it means to someone to be a jedi.

i just... don't know if i necessarily understand the writing's intent when it wrote him as the jedi knight's master for tython? because of all the "mentor-"adjacent characters in all class stories, i... never feel like i spend a lot of time with orgus. which... for the kind of payoff they want to slide in on alderaan is... really odd? i find the inquisitor and zash and the warrior and baras to have a more readily established and consistent rapport, and the latter even readily admits he's willing to sacrifice your life for his goals as early as dromund kaas, y'know?

so i wanna give people an open invitation to tell me how their blorbos feel about the relationship and invite me into your interpretation of the dynamic. do you take what's here and run with it? do you headcanon something further that's not "in-text?" did you write something else completely for your knight? if they're close, they're friends, they're not, they couldn't care less - whatever it is, i wanna hear about it from the people who love the knight class story like i love the agent story, lol.

i don't think i'll need to qualify any statements or anything, but just in case: there's no wrong answers to personal enjoyment with your blorbos. i really liked chatting about a chapter two choice in agent the other day, and since i'm in a knight replay and i'm going through some of my feelings with the writing of it again, i figured it'd be cool to see reads put together like that kind of post?