Holy shittt. The last 6 months have completely flown by. Like I just can't believe I moved back to Florida six whole months ago. No idea at all where all this time went.
Don't get me wrong I absolutely LOVE living in Florida. But, some days lately I just sit and question everything and question all of my life choices. I think it's mostly because I have been so crazy broke lately that I don't know what to do with myself. I literally barely make enough money to pay my bills and put gas in my car to get to/from work. So, after all of that is said and done I have MAYBE $5 left a week if I'm that lucky. So I mostly live on ramen and PBJs. That's literally it.
Thankfully though I'm back up in Wisconsin this week. It was defintely something that I needed. I really needed to get away and have a vacation from either working or sitting in my apartment because that's all I do lately. I love being up here and doing all the things I would normally do here. But, it also made me realize once again why I moved to Florida. And even though I'm struggling more than I ever thought I would be in my life at the moment I wouldn't trade living there for anything.
Sometimes have zero money and no food and dealing with crazy people all day is all made worth it by working in one of the best places on earth. Like, if I didn't love working there so much then none of this would be worth it. Clearly. But for now I'm just going to suck it up and I know that everything will work out eventually. Here's to hoping I can find a second job when I go back because God knows I need it more than anything. That being said I'm sure things are going to start looking up soon and even if they don't I have a few people in my life down there that make everything worth it and I couldn't imagine living my life without them in it every day :)
