Alessandra ;3

Bella always goes “Hmmmmm” or “Oooooh” or something like that when Jam and I are together. She clearly ships us, lol

(kinda valid though)

No, I didn’t break it. It just does that.

It’s a pretty cool game. I can’t play it now because it’s 16+ :(((( 🥀

I had already made a couple of friends there toooooo😭

Uhhhh anyway, here’s an interaction I had with one of my new friends in there

R is an OC that belongs to @rain-divine. A and R are friends and they both like beans :3

Every day someone asks something of me. Every hour, every minute. Doesn’t matter who, when, or even HOW. I can’t get a moment of privacy or peace. I could finally sit down and relax, but then I realize there are messages from friends that I haven’t read yet. I’m scared of what would happen if I didn’t reply. So I reply. Another second without peace. And then there’s more. Oh no, MY PARENTS JUST ASKED ME TO DO SOMETHING! I have to go do that before I can keep talking. Oh. My sibling just asked me to help them with something. I’ll do it when I finish. And so I finish. I go help. I finish that too. I still haven’t replied. I have to reply.

When I’m all done, I sit down and relax. And then my parents have the AUDACITY to ask why I haven’t taken care of myself yet. Like they’re not part of the problem. My mom just said that the reason I’m so tired all the time is because I sit around all the time and I get used to it. I haven’t been sitting for more than ten minutes. She tells me to go shower because I haven’t done so in a few days. I go shower. The puppies are out. I can’t close the door. They need to go on a potty pad. I shower with the door open. At least I have curtains. My mom asks me a question. I’m trying to think. I have to answer anyway or else she’ll get mad (she was yelling at my sibling for something just a minute beforehand btw). I answer. My thinking is interrupted. No peace. It was a question about RASPBERRIES. RASPBERRIES OF ALL THINGS.

I’m still in a towel. My mom had been going through my closet without my permission. I asked to grab my clothes because I usually change into them right after a shower or a bath. She says no and tells me to go grab a towel. I grab a towel. I shower.

my dad just asked me to help with something. I had to put my phone down and help. I was still writing.

Even while I’m writing this, a friend is texting me. I’m trying to ignore him today because he’s been talking to me nonstop all summer. Still no peace.

One of the puppies just came and licked my foot. They won’t leave me alone. I’m usually the one taking care of them. The one day I took a break from them (yesterday), my sibling blames me for not doing so and makes me help with EVERYTHING today.

I just made a noise from my towel rubbing against my pillow. My sibling says “doorknob.” You’ll know what that is if you watch Smokeebee. I say I didn’t do anything. She won’t stop bugging me about it. I have to explain.

Usually later in the day, I take the time to relax. Still getting texts. My parents ask me to join them in watching a movie. We watch one every night. I’m tired of them. I’m tired of it. It gets late. I don’t want to go to sleep yet because still haven’t gotten my peace yet. I stay up late. I go to sleep. I wake up early. I’m tired. I still have to take care of the girls. Even if I protest, my sibling makes a fuss out of me not helping.

I can’t tell any of them how I feel because I know it would make them upset. I’m constantly pestered.

Now I have to go eat… linner? My mom just called me over. She blames me for “lying about.” I’m trying to finish up. Goodbye.

Another friend just texted me :/

I came back and tried to keep writing about what happened at dinner. Now it feels like too much because I was in the process of writing it and then I accidentally left the tab, erasing all that was there. It’s too much.

With the taking down of Murder Drones: Reassembled on Roblox, I had to swap to Murder Drones: RP so I could keep playing with some of my friends from MDR. Some of them play Brookhaven though, lol.

I had to use different elements due to the different customization options in the game, so A looks VERY different. I accidentally made her hair too dark because I used the wrong colored pencil, lol. Her bandana-thingy is made up of 3 different blue-tinted rags, but again, I used the wrong color pencil for the overlay

I MIGHT update tell you guys who K and Dan are later, lol

Idk how bigender pronouns work yet, so I’ll just go for they/them, lol

They looked like a bit of a goober based on what I’ve seen them say, so I decided to give them the “:3” face

Kinda wanted to make the face rounder, but I messed up coloring the hair, lol. I absolutely love it too :D

isn’t she beautiful? I drew this with no reference, lol

And this one is WITH reference, lol

Still including OC art, lol

I had art block for a good while, lol

I made a TADC persona purely for the purpose of self-shipping!

We’ve all done this. Don’t judge -_-

I really like this one :P

I drew my puppies because I felt like it :P

I decided to make a collage of all my art (and some from my friend Luka) from 9th grade, specifically on B-days this year. I got let out of school on 6/18, haha. Here’s the whole thing! :D

Some close-ups

Other stuff I couldn’t stick on the paper:

I lowkey like this guy in my Spanish class, and we’re friends. Every time I answer a question, raise my hand, or literally have any interaction with the teacher, he just stares straight at me😭

It’s terrifying, and it makes me want to implode😅

Here are my OCs

On the yellow paper, the worker drone is Thomas. He’s scared of women :3

Dis is me, tehe