Ryunosuke looked at the invitation printed on handmade paper his brother had given him. They were sitting on their favorite bench in the Rakusui Gardens, right beside the small lake. A fond smile was on his lips as he carefully stroked over the eggshell white paper. âYou need to come, Ryuâ, his older brother told him, an earnest look on his face. The smile from Ryunosukeâs face slipped as he looked with sad eyes at his older brother, âI donât think father would approve, Shinno.âÂ
His brother huffed and shook his head, âThis is the official ceremony of my promotion to commander of the Sekiseigumi. It is expected that the whole family is attending and since youâre not expelled from the family nothing else would do. Even more so, because youâre a Samurai in its own right, being a pupil of Master Musosai.âÂ
Ryunosuke gave a small sigh and nodded after a short moment, ignoring the content look on his brotherâs face. The mage was aware of the honor this promotion for not only his brother was, but for the whole family. Anything short of death wouldnât be a good enough reason to not attend the official ceremony, even though it meant it was unavoidable to meet his father after all those years since Ryunosuke left not only his family home but Kugane to pursue the apprenticeship of a mage in Ulâdah. Years have passed and Ryunosuke has become a powerful mage, capable of wielding different sources of magic, leaning more to the healer side of late.Â
He had even made his peace with the family heritage and finished his Samurai training under the vigilant eyes of master Musosai, unfortunately another source of displeasure for his father. Master Musosai and his father used to be in the same class when they were old to pick up the sword, but his father despised Musosaiâs approach of a Samuraiâs path as it was unconventional and new. But to Ryunosuke this path was appealing enough to finish his training as Master Musosaiâs pupil.Â
And thatâs how Ryunosuke was standing now in one of the rooms of the Bokairo Inn, carefully binding the Haori made of silver-gray fabric, embroidered with golden symbols, that helped the samurai controlling the aetherflow or Ki as it was called in Hingan.
As a powerful mage Ryunosuke was able to handle large amounts of aether on his own, but Samurais were fighters firstly, struggling to channel the Ki into the Kneki. Ryunosuke always found this amplifying effect of the armor slightly unsettling, but there was no way to tell the skilled craftsmen to not weave in the effect without insulting them.Â
When he was finally done with draping and arranging his robe, he carefully took his katana off the stand, a family heirloom he had gotten with his birth and seethed the curved blade with a smooth motion into the sleeve.Â
Feeling uncomfortable, Ryunosuke looked at his reflection in the mirror, remembering his brother's words. âYou should make peace with being a Samurai, little brother. Being a Samurai is part of your heritage, your identity and even though itâs not the path you have chosen for yourself, you should never neglect it. I know that our fatherâs behavior lead to you being uncomfortable in that role, but the art, the way and the honor of being a Samurai has nothing to do with our father.â
Inhaling deeply, Ryunouke had to admit that his older brother was right. He had falsely connected the Samuraiâs path to the deeds of his father and failed to acknowledge the honor that lay in this path. He hadnât recognized that his own main motivation was the core of the Samuraiâs path. Following âsaburauâ - âto serveâ was a Samuraiâs main belief, the same belief Ryunosuke was following, not with Katana and Haori, but with his own means.Â
Ryunosuke looked at his face in the mirror, asking himself why it had taken him so long to cast away the blindness of his younger self that was born out of hurt and anger in order to accept himself the way he was, the values and beliefs of generations of Samurais of his family before him deeply ingrained into his soul.Â
Suddenly not only the Haori felt light but the air seemed lighter too, a burden he had carried for years suddenly being lifted from his heart.Â
Walking at a slow, steady pace, oozing dignity, Ryunosuke headed to the Sekiseigumiâs headquarters, where the ceremony would take place. He was greeted by Makoto upon his arrival and stood in the long line of attendants of the ceremony. His brother would walk down that line to receive the scroll of his promotion by the Bugyo himself in front of the shrine in the inner part of the Sekiseigumi Barracks.Â
As a family member Ryunosuke was standing at the top of the line, right in front of the space where the dignitaries would line up. His father, being a state secretary of the War Ministry, would come as one of the last. From the corner of his eye Ryunosuke could see his father coming, recognizing his posture everywhere. He was accompanied by an older and thus superior colleague, who Ryunosuke recognized as Fujimato.Â
The elder man stopped in front of Ryunosuke, who bowed at them, turning to Ryunosukeâs father, âWell, well, Shunichi, I see that your younger son has accomplished his training too.â His father made a sour face and huffed, âAs a pupil of Musosai, so donât expect much.â
Fuhimato barked a laugh, his eyes sparkling, âOf course. You were always bickering with him since school, right, Shunichi?â His father hrmphed in response, clasping his hands on his back.Â
âYour younger son has quite a reputation of serving as a capable healer and your eldest will be commander of the Sekiseigumi. Fortune is shining brightly on the Sojhin family.â His father gave an embarrassed cough to which Fujimato laughed as they took their assigned places to witness the ceremony.Â
The sound of a gong announced the beginning of the ceremony and Ryunosuke watched with pride in his heart how his brother looked dignified in the special Haori, receiving the commanderâs sword along with the scroll of promotion from the hands of the Bugyo.Â
After the ceremony Ryunosuke walked back to the Bokairo Inn but stopped at the terrace to enjoy the view of the sea and reminisce about the day. He was so proud of his brother's achievements and grateful that his hard work was now rewarded with such a responsible position.Â
The clearing of a throat startled him and interrupted his train of thoughts. The mage couldnât hide his surprise when he became aware that his father stood next to him, looking at the sea. They both stood there for a while, silently watching the crushing of the waves against the shore in the endless rhythm of the tide.Â
His father cleared his throat again, not looking at Ryunosuke, âWeâre leaving for Onokuni in an hour to honor and thank our ancestors.â
Ryunosuke swallowed heavily, looking in disbelief. His father gave him a pointed look and a rise with an eyebrow, so Ryunosuke made sure to bow quickly, âThank you, father, Iâll be there.â Shunichi Sojhin gave a huff and turned away to walk calmly away, leaving his son stunned.Â
Weeks later Ryunosuke sat with his husband in their living room, a fire crackling in the fireplace. He was snuggled against his husbandâs tall body, who had pulled him into his arms to rest his chin on top of his head like he usually did, sipping some wine. The last weeks have been weird to say the least, with Ryunosuke being admitted into his fatherâs house again, but their relationship was still slightly tense and awkward. The last weeks had taught Ryunosuke a lot about his family, brought memories back, showed him that his parents were getting old and suffocated him with the rigidness of Hingan traditions. He had given Firlionel a detailed account of what had happened in Kugane and now they were sitting on the couch, enjoying their wine.Â
âI think my father might die soonâ; Ryunosuke added as an afterthought. His husband didnât reply, he just squeezed his hand. After a moment of silence Ryunosuke continued, âIâm getting old, spouse.â The elezen made a huffing sound, âAre you telling me that youâll die all on your own and I donât have to throw you in a pit?â
The tension Ryunoske has been unaware of left his body as he chuckled at their old joke. âYes, spouse, I promise Iâll die, so you donât have to bother to throw me into a pit.â âGood, husbandâ, the elezen deadpanned, âjust make sure to work a lot with aether, so you wonât die on me too soon.â