Words That Understand

Friends dont avoid eyes, And stare too long if they meet, Friends dont look at a couple on a screen, And think "huh thats like you and me", Friendship is a dangerous thing, Wades too close to more, Fleeting little signs where I'm not sure, Friends don't get this possesive, Friends dont look at you like that, Friends don't feel something else, And make situations you can hint at, Eyes make more conversation, Words aren't needed at all, Friends are all that we will be, But when loneliness is our favourite thing, Each other we will recall

The same song is on repeat, the feelings are the same, what right did life have, to take my home away, i've never asked god for anything, until i asked to keep you, love isnt love, if you don't fight for it, and i killed myself keeping us true, can i catch you listening, to songs with words again? a bitter hope to hold, a little lie i hope true, every memory is on verge of trauma, if i can't trust home not to hurt, what can i trust anymore?

Chalk illuminating my desk, conversation of lost love, i ask you a question, you ask me too, and I question an old hope, that it could have been you, we tread on un-tempered glass, every step is a beautiful risk, and there's no going back, maybe it was always you, im terrified, so cut me some slack, id never felt as much as at home, with anyone other than you, so give me a sign, pretty boy, how long can we tread un-true? and when you did, all the glass broke, and all of a sudden, it was only you.

What does it mean, when you makes eyes at me, like I'm the light that rid your blindness, and then call me "hot" to my face. In a dictionary full of words you knows, You chose a word that objectified me, And now we're fighting over the words you chose, I don't want to be seen to be had, I want to be seen to be felt, to be understood, Is that so bad? I get you're in love with me, But try to be a gentleman, And use a word from those books you read, That doesn't make me feel like I'm something to be unclad.

Can't men learn to fucking apologize? Like hello? "Sorry" ain't gonna validate the shit you pulled. I'm expecting, at the VERY least, a paragraph dictating where and how you messed up and I'd like to see little bit of remorse? Honey saying sorry is like telling me that after I spent my energy explaining the bullshit you did, the only thing you're gonna do is type an oversized five lettered word? I don't need you to grovel...I need you to mean what you say. And if u can't type for heaven's sake...CALL HER!!!

I hate you. I hate your perfection, your ability to smile, like the world carved of sunshine, your cherished laugh, ringing through a cemetery, bringing it back to life, I hate you because I can't have you, I hate you because you are all I have to love.

I hand my lover my tears, to tame the flame that etched their perfect skin

You're such a cruel punishment, staying till I needed you and leaving when you're my only comfort.

Ive seen girls crying in the bathroom and walking out fine. But I saw her, sitting in public and crying silent tears, almost as if she wasn't there, no messy tears or sobs. And she sat there, holding her storm inside her. And it was then I saw real pain.

Your name is running in my head like a prayer to the devil

My heart is still bleeding from the time you had to pry it open