it must be so intimate to have his tongue in your mouth
does he taste like guy
where does he put his hands
does he get hard
is it different if you love him
do you wrap around him
do your fingers get caught in his curly hair
is it never too much?
what’s it feel like to have enough?
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when i was seven, the other girls had a club. i eavesdropped for the password and printed it in my journal
stupid, obviously. it wasn’t really magic.
i’m twenty seven now and there’s no playground anymore. if the girls at work made a club i wouldn’t care to be in it.
i think about that though when i’m on the train to work and all around me it’s boy-kissing-girl, boy-kissing-girl
what’s that thing they say, if you learn one language it’s easier to learn another?
i think i’ve only ever wanted one thing my whole life













