This is a "dissing" for my former ex boyfriend. It's in italian, sorry. If you understand italian, please tell me if you like it. I'm not a rapper, lol, it was an improv
Questo è un dissing per il mio ex _______
Il re dei narcisisti nell'impero dei Mai Detti
Torni a rompere i coglioni solo quando resti solo
Per poi gettarmi via e riempire di tritolo
Il mio cuore che esploderà in una nova di dolore
Ancora altro acido nel mio oceano di rancore
Questa è la mia vita, ormai ho passato anni
A costruire il castello, tu a recargli danni
Facendolo crollare, ormai solo rovine
Dove vaga il mio cuore straziato dalle spine
La verità è che sei solo e solo resterai
Addossando agli altri le radici dei tuoi guai
Ma tu non lo saprai, mai lo capirai
Perché quelli come te non si specchiano mai
Sei tu che sei sbagliato, quello rotto dentro
Un meccanismo che ogni giorno va a rilento
Hai sempre considerato l'amore una guerra
Una battaglia da condurre finché non rimango a terra
Ma dimmi, caro ex, ora ch'è finito il conflitto:
DAVVERO sei sicuro di poter dire che tu hai vinto?
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Al and Lu have a bit of harmless fun :) And Lu shows off his powers.
What could go wrong? :> See next week what happens next!
Another week, another update!
I honestly got carried away. This "play fight" was supposed to be only one part long, but I was so inspired and ended up adding more and more stuff. I just really like to challenge myself and test out my own limits :D
I am not used to draw elaborate backgrounds, so I was trying something more difficult :> Idk if I succeeded tho ~_~
Also wow.. 17 pages and on average one page took me 2 hours. That results in a total of ~34 working hours for this part. :O
Hope you like it and have as much fun reading as I had drawing it :D
I just love them being silly :D
Have a wonderful weekend ! <3
Al and Lu have a bit of harmless fun :) And Lu shows off his powers.
What could go wrong? :> See next week what happens next!
Another week, another update!
I honestly got carried away. This "play fight" was supposed to be only one part long, but I was so inspired and ended up adding more and more stuff. I just really like to challenge myself and test out my own limits :D
I am not used to draw elaborate backgrounds, so I was trying something more difficult :> Idk if I succeeded tho ~_~
Also wow.. 17 pages and on average one page took me 2 hours. That results in a total of ~34 working hours for this part. :O
Hope you like it and have as much fun reading as I had drawing it :D
I just love them being silly :D
Have a wonderful weekend ! <3
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Recommended (but not obligatory) music for this part: Rain World OST - Childhoods end (Reprise)
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i decided to just finish it today, at last.
I added page with Rosie and Carmilla JUST for the people who asked ahadshdgasg
The main story is over, Alastor is free from Vox, Vox is suffering for what he did, dut the trauma won't go away easily. Long-long years of coping and recovery are ahead, and Alastor will have to face his feelings much more than he would like lol. Yeah i have few comics planned that are going to show his recovery, few scenes that i may even write as a fic, not as a comic, because it focused more on feelings, and texts are better at conveying that and allowing to actually feel what the character is feeling.
The main story is over, but i still have some additional parts that are just as much canon, i just decided not to include them right now, because i was noticing that some people were getting tired from the story, especially from Alastor's sufferings not ening (because the depressing part actually took much longer than it really should have, in like phasing, but i've already took out everything i could to not hurt the narrative too much and make that part of the story have reasonable lengh). Moments, that were taken out, don't have much importance to the plot, but they show more of what Alastor and Vox's relationships were specifically during the year they've "dated".
Plus some scenes from the first year of their deal, before everything went downhill. And a scene where they talk after The canon bar scene, but i actually want to do something... special with it. You really don't wanna miss it, so, stay tuned.
Alright, now! time for a test! rEAD CAREFULLY BEFORE VOTING!
Is it?
NO
YES
Voting ended onJul 3
I decided to go against my better judgement and post it as it is lol. Disclaimer, i do not agree with Alastor on what you should do to yourself, and if you are having such thoughts, please, seek help.
I'm unsure about his future design yet, maybe it'll change. Also, look at him, he's educated now :'3
And yes, i have some ideas about how canon events are gonna go without Vox. First season isn't gonna change lol, but season 2... Velvette may have to take the spot there.
And, of course, i have some ideas about Alastor and Angel interactions! Obviously.
173 pages in 3 months... and the first draft had only 65 pages by the way!!!!!! I thought i'd be done with it in one month AND I WOULD HAVE, but i just kept coming up with more pages, more scenes, partially from the questions that were appearing in the comments, partially because i wanted to expend some secnes (like in the first draft nothing existed between first 3 pages of part 8 and last 3 pages of part 13. And then between last pages of part 13 and last 2 pages of part 20... and many other scenes.)
But for now, thank you, everyone, who have read (I MEAN ACTUALLY READ) the comic, left comments and shared your emotions. This was overall a wonderful experience for me, and i'm really glad to know, that comic did exactly what i was creating it for: helped some SA victims to process their feelings, share them freely and feel support. Also, gave more visibility to sex-repulsed aces, which wasn't planned from the start, but was a natural thing to happen.
This comic gave me SO MUCH attention, that i've never had before, even in the best days of my first era. And i don't know how i'm going to live without 100500 comments appearing just in the first hour, ATTENTION IS SUCH A DRUG GUYS, I'M REALLY ADDICTED!!!!!! PLEASE FEED ME.
I'm probably going to take a little break. In a couple of days i'm going to be reblogging all the stuff that people were making inspired by this comic (and not only) haha, there is some really good stuff! Basically (almost) everything where i was tagged.
And after that I'll continue with Breakfast or RotRD (i maybe even post a poll to decide which one to do first). And after that back to some sweet angsty radiosilence in Forced Broadcast. And of course i'll be posting for other AUs, like Blinded and Turned humans sometimes when i have the mood... and some other stuff... yeah.
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STRONGLY RECOMMEND TO TURN ON THIS MUSIC RIGHT HERE!!! (if you can't open youtube it's Rain World OST - Efflorescence)
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I SACRIFICED MY SLEEP BEFORE JOB TO FINISH AND POST THIS TODAY INSTEAD OF TOMORROW!!!!!!! I hope you see WHY it took to long tho (if we don't count my fucked up sleep schedule).
As i said before, Vox's dellusions protected HIM from the truth... and the truth quite literally destroyed his very soul.
Just one part left, it's not going to take long... and we're done... Well, there are of course additional scenes, and Alastor's recovery, but not right now. I think we all need to take a break from this.
If i hear one more comment about them SOMEHOW mending things and Al falling in love... i'm getting my shotgun. I don't have one, but i'll get it.
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I drew this somewheve at the beginning of june and was going to post after i finish IF, but next part is going to take longer than i thought to finish, so, i'm going to post some pride month stuff, because pride month is almost over LOL
I'm pretty sure apothisexual Alastor is canon lol. Whether you like it or not.
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This is the latest i'm posting a part... it's 9:25 as i'm starting to write this, and i'll probably finish by 10:00... No i did not sleep. I just wanted to get this part out ASAP, i hope you see why.
you can just see how putting Vox in his place heals Alastor's soul a little. Though, he understands that this may have complicated his plan, and keeping Vox oblivious to date being wrong...
little did he know, vox is actually into this shit....
yay first bonus joke i'm actually giving you! This is kinda soft canon of the comic, like, you can count this as canon, or not.
But in any case, Vox got reminded why he fell in love with Alastor in the first place... and what he broke...
PKAY, NEXT PART IS GONNA BE A BIG ONE. CURRENTLY IT SITS AT 9 PAGES, BUT I'M NOT SURE IF I CAN KEEP IT THIS SIZE (i MEAN THAT IT WON'T GROW). SO, IT MAY TAKE LONGER THAN USUALLY, compansating that by posting this one earlier
We're almost there guys! just 4 parts left...
p.s. i did NOT know "broski" was a real word LMAO, but i guess, peak hazbin naming on accident
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Alastor reflects, finds a new pet and tests his restored powers.
Who does he find in his bayou? For how long was he really out?
Find out in the next part :)
BUT! Next week there will be NO new part!
I have a convention this weekend (Hanami Con in Graz) and I really need time for the next part. I have this scene in my head since march and I am pretty excited to finally draw it :> AAAAHH - haha.
Which means:
Part 21: June 19th! (or 18th depending on your timezone) :>
See you then :>
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