i use to write alot in my early 20s here on tumblr and recently i've began to indulge myself in old tv shows and anime i loved when i was younger.
i'm just here to write and share my crappy fluffy fanfiction. (maybe a little sprinkle of spice here and there in my works)
i have no specific fandoms i write for anymore. i'll be writing pieces for various characters i love / loved from my teen and early adulthood years. some from dead fandoms and some for lively fandoms.
most of my pieces will be short and sweet and i ask you not to share my work anywhere else besides a reblog on tumblr nor do i allow ai to take any of my writing. (ai is a main reason i'm scared to share any of my art online these days #fuckai)
reblog page: @akabane-reblogs
i write when i can and when i have that itch to write ♡
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ms.akabane: this piece was very short and i feel like this could have went longer butttt i have no idea what to write, maybe i'll do a part 2, idk depends if anyone would like a part two, maybe of their reunion?
not capitilized on purpose, kinda proofread.
laxus dreyar x reader
synopsis: laxus yearns to see you again after fairy tails year long disbandment.
fairy tail disbanded a year ago and you haven't seen laxus since and you missed him.
laxus was always a jerk but never to you. even when he came back to the guild after being exiled he was still a jerk but not as he used to be but even then he treated you with respect and warmth and no one knew that besides his closest friends within the thunder legion. evergreen caught on to his feelings for you rather quickly, bickslow was too busy hitting on you to realize and freed had a feeling but didn't want to believe his theories even with evergreens protest of love.
even with the disbandment of fairy tail, you kept in contact with evergreen. she tried to convince you to join blue pegasus with her, bickslow, freed and laxus but you always declined. as much as you wanted to be by laxus's side you couldn't, you didn't want to be that lovesick puppy following him around...you wanted to be stronger, stronger for him and stronger for you. when he saw you again you'd be a different wizard, a stronger and more independant wizard.
on the other hand laxus thought of you everyday since the guild disbanded. he kicked himself everyday for not asking you to stay with him, he wondered how you were and what you were doing. he wanted to ask evergreen a million questions about your wellbeing, he knew you two spoke on a daily basis since he could hear evergreen's loud voice booming through the bar talking about you.
she did it on purpose.
he missed everything about you. the way you'd get flustered whenever he'd tease you, your loud voice when you'd try to stop natsu and grey from fighting and the way you'd nag him for his laid back nature when it came to the importance of the guild.
he missed it all.
when he'd be able to ever to see you again was a mystery to him and to you but all he could hope was that it would be soon.
ms:akabane: i should write more for dazai 🤔 (i try so hard to keep these gender neutral, i'm sorry this one isn't.)
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dazai osamu x f!reader (fluffy-ish/angst-ish)
synopsis: dazai realizing a relationship with you will never happen but lives in a fantasy that one day it will
dazai osamu.
he was damaged, damaged beyond repair...well according to him. his past with the port mafia haunted him to no end, he smiled everyday to mask the true pain that he held within his heart.
when he met you he thought, you were wonderful and beautiful.
you were hired as a secretary for the agency and your beautiful face caught his eye immediately and even though you fell for his little pick up lines you also knew they were repetitive. you tried hard to not fall for him but the fight barely lasted. dazai was handsome, too handsome which only made things harder on your end to reject him, you couldn't.
you heard about his past with the port mafia but you didn't care. that was the past and the dazai you knew now was different, he was a sweet flirt, he was gentle and caring something completely different from his old mafia persona.
every morning he waited for you at the agency entrance with your favorite beverage in hand and that smile that you loved to see.
"good morning beautiful girl" he smiled handing over your daily beverage.
"thank you dazai" you smiled with a blushing face.
"is that cute face for me?"
"please don't tease me so early in the morning"
"but belladonna you love the teasing, don't you?" he questioned with a smirk.
he knew you liked the teasing, the playful smile on your face always gave it away plus you never hid that blushing face of yours. he found it rather adorable how you couldn't hide your feelings for him even when members of the agency told you it wasn't a good idea, you still saw the good in dazai, you saw the light in him he so desperately sought out.
for him you were his light of hope and happiness but yet he couldn't, he didn't want to taint you with the darkness he carried. for him he had too much blood on his hands from being affiliated with the port mafia to ever be happy, to ever enjoy life...especially with you. when he saw you, he saw a happy life...he saw someone that he knew could love him for who he was, maybe he was leading you on but he couldn't help it, he craved you like a plant craved sunlight.
he was smart enough to know a single person couldn't fix him or anyone for that matter but with you it was different. when he was with you he saw himself as being happy, truly happy; he saw himself holding your hand; going on dates and whispering sweet nothings in your ear.
he so desperately wanted a good life with you and only you.
he knew in the end this would hurt you, he knew he had to end this constant flirting but he couldn't..he just couldn't.
he wanted you.
all of you.
for now he'll live in his own fairy tale of happiness and he'd imagine a life with you he knew he didn't deserve.
ms.akabane: welll i cameback to my roots lol. i've recently rewatched assassination classroom for the first time in like 10years, the ending hurt too much for me the first time. okay okay, here's a little thing i wrote for my love karma akabane ❤️
(not proofread, not capitilized on purpose)
karma akabane x reader (fluffy, sorta not really a little angst)
synopsis: meeting karma again after seven years.
seven years went by in a blink of an eye and you thought you'd never see that vibrant red hair ever again but here you were in front of the now over six-foot karma akabane. you stared into his golden eyes that never failed to make you weak in the knees and he offered you a smile.
seven years ago, you and your classmates killed your homeroom teacher, koro-sensei. seven years ago, you and your classmates went your separate ways.
you two stood in front of your old school building, awaiting nagisa who should have been here by now. you did not want to be alone with karma because for him you were weak, absolutely weak and he knew this...actually everyone knew this.
at the time, you were constantly teased over your crush on karma it was the hot gossip of e-class but little did anyone know, karma rejected you at the end of the school year. you always thought there was something between you two but he shut it down the minute you tried to confess. you'd never admit it to him but it hurt and for the last seven years you thought about it but you also understood.
"i told nagisa not to come" karma finally spoke.
"excuse me?"
"i thought about you for the past seven years, you know" he confessed.
"no, i don't know" you said with a slight attitude.
"well, i did, i have and i do...i'm sorry for rejecting you so long ago but i couldn't commit to someone at the time"
"i had time to think and i understand..we were far too young to think of such a thing"
you knew karma's parents were barely there for him and you could only assume that was the main reason for the rejection. knowing karma meant knowing everything about him including his flaws, his flaws he tried so hard to hide from everyone else but you got to know those flaws, no one knew him the way you did and that terrified him.
"we were young but i have no doubt we would have made it anyway but the reason i rejected you is far deeper than that"
then it clicked.
karma was always known to be reckless and a loner but you broke through those boundaries and he had no clue how you were able to do so but you did and because of this he in someway became wary of you just like he did nagisa. vulnerability was never something he wanted to feel but with you he did, he found himself being able to talk to you about his upbringing, his feelings and just about everything and anything.
karma saw you as his safe haven.
karma...he began to fall in love with you. such a foreign feeling to him but he was smart enough to know the feeling he had in his heart but also smart enough to know the destruction this feeling could bring.
he still remembers when you tried to confess your feelings of love to him, how could he forget. you were a blushing mess, you played with your fingers and avoided his eyes.
"k-karma..i think..i think..i lo-"
"i can't reciprocate your feelings" he immediately said.
"but i-"
"don't" he said. that word was the last thing you ever heard from him for the past seven years, you hated it and he hated it. you both knew the way you left off was not the end, there was too many feelings and time spent together to just let this all go.
"if you'd allow me, i'd love to finally take you out." you looked up at him, his smile was always your biggest weakness and with no one around, you caved without a thought.
"when?"
"right now?"
"right now?" you questioned.
"i've waited long enough to see you again"
"nagisa was never coming was he?"
"nope"
"lets go" you smiled and he took a hold of your hand.
-
even though seven years passed by, that night it felt like no time had passed between you two. karma was still karma and you were still you, you two were still the person you each fell for all those years ago.
ms.akabane: oh my gawddd i suck, okay so this has been finished and stuck in my drafts (among other works) since march and i have no excuse other then i kept forgetting to upload it since my life has decided to get crazy again ahhhh. okay, this is part 2 of part 1 and thank you to @omoiyarikinchoz for the idea for part 2.
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chuuya x reader (fluff)
synopsis: chuuya has finally come to terms with his feelings for you after you were kidnapped by the enemy.
"they what!?" chuuya felt an anger and nervousness he never felt before course through his body. news got to him that you had been caught by the enemy, normally the mafia could care less if some paperfiler was taken but you were different. you were important to the mafia and you were important to chuuya, he needed to get you back.
"you want to be head of this job, why?" questioned mori towards his top executive.
"i..it'll be quicker if i just infiltrate the enemy and get them back" said chuuya trying to keep his composure, trying to end this meaningless conversation already all he wanted was to get to you fast.
"if that's what you think is right then i approve"
"thank you boss, i promise this won't take long or be a bother to the mafia"
"i'm sure" mori smirked, he knew the feelings chuuya harbored for the paperfiler that was you. he's seen his lingering stares and that sparkle in his eye when he saw you. it was no secret, everyone in the mafia could see it besides you and him. when you were captured, mori wasn't worried he knew chuuya would run to your rescue.
chuuya wanted to save you, not knowing why yet. he didn't know why you made him feel protective and out of character.
-
"alright fuckheads time to hand our member back"yelled chuuya barging into enemy territory.
"chuuya!" you shouted hearing the sweet voice the man you were deeply attracted to. chuuya called out your name when he laid eyes on you. you're face was puffy and red, the bags under your eyes were visible, you look like you've been through hell and that did not sit well with chuuya at all. within minutes chuuya took out every enemy but unfortunately corruption took over and he was out of control.
"chuuya stop!" you yelled, tears running down your face. you've never seen chuuya like this and you didn't like it. this chuuya wasn't the one you knew and from the information you dug up only dazai osamu could stop him. "chuuya!"
even within his corruption form, chuuya could hear your cries. he wanted to stop, he wanted to comfort you, he didn't want you to see him like this. he fought and fought but he knew deep inside that only dazai could stop this, he knew in the end he would die.
you did something completely idiotic, you ran to him. you embraced him in a hug, a hug filled with warmth and love that only you two felt at the moment.
"please chuuya wake up" you pleaded. your energy was gone, your voice was gone and all you wanted was for chuuya to go back to normal. he said your name and that's when you knew he was coming back to himself. "it's, me..i'm here."
once again he said your name almost as if he was trying to confirm the voice he heard.
"it's me, wake up..i'm here..i'm here.." you said as you tighten your grip on his waist. at that moment you didn't even think of him as your boss, at that moment you only thought of him as being someone you cared deeply for. again he said your name and you watched as the red marks around his body disappeared and his eyes went back to normal. he called out your name once more, his voice was normal and this chuuya you recognized.
the heavy energy that centered him was gone and you felt his body become less tense. he was becoming your chuuya again, yes your chuuya the one you fell in love with.
"chuuya..you're back" you whispered releasing him. chuuya turned to you, he looked into your eyes, the eyes of the one he also fell for, even if he hadn't spoken to you much he knew that he loved you. he stayed away to avoid any conflict with you but even so you were put in danger due to being associated with the mafia. when he heard you had been captured everything was off the table, your safety was the main priority.
"i'm sorry.." you were taken back by his apologize, none of this was his fault.
"don't apologize, it's not your fault any of this happened...i should be saying thank you for helping me"
chuuya continued to look at you, he didn't want to reveal his feelings for you but the feelings within him were rumbling and they were telling him it was now or never. he wiped the remaining tears from the corner of your eyes, his thumb gently caressed your cheek and at that moment you were completely mesmerized.
"listen..i..i know we haven't crossed path much and that's more on me than you..i want to get to know you..i want to get know who you are outside the mafia, you've had my attention since you first started with us but i couldn't put you in danger by getting close to you but today showed me even if i were to get close or not, you just being associated with the mafia would have the same outcome and somehow along the way..i..i fell in love with you.."
you said nothing, just in a loss of words and taking in everything chuuya said. the feelings you held for him were being reciprocated, this couldn't be real. chuuya nakahara top executive of the port mafia in love with you, some paperfiler.
"i somehow fell in love with you too, chuuya nakahara" you smiled at him and the very last action you've ever thought would happen, happened.
chuuya cupped your face and kissed you. a sweet, soft and slow kiss, a kiss you'll always remember.
"it's best if we talk about this later" he said quickly scanning the room.
"i also think that's best too"
he held your hand as you two walked out of the destroyed hideout, you both currently on cloud nine.
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ms.akabane: i'll be honest this is just gibberish, i continued to write with no plot or ending.
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chuuya x reader (fluff/angst?)
love it was never in chuuya's vocabulary and he never even thought of the word, that was never for him. growing up in survival mode he learned to never trust and love, after being betrayed and losing close friends he never wanted to love again.
the word love was a joke to him, something so far out of his reach...he threw the thought of love out of his system. someone in the mafia could never truly be in love because that person could be gone in an instant therefore her admired you from afar.
he never spoke to you, afraid his feelings of attraction would become unavoidable. you were the most wonderful person he had ever laid eyes on, he wanted to know you but he couldn't, afraid to put you in danger he stayed away. you were an innocent member of the mafia, you weren't involved in all the chaos this place had to offer..just an innocent paper filer but your inviting nature was unavoidable.
every morning you'd greet every member with a 'good morning' hoping to always stay on their good side but when you saw chuuya you couldn't help but admire that handsome face of his. person after person you never saw someone who could even match chuuya. even if chuuya was your higher up there was no rule that prohibited you from fantasizing about the mafioso.
in your heart you knew he was different. every morning he'd greet the lower ranked mafia members which included you. every morning you waited for that 'good morning' greeting, you waited to see his face and to hear his voice but on this particularly morning he was in a mood. he walked by you and all the office workers without a single glance and you'd be lying if you said it didn't hurt.
"good morning chuuya" you called out as he walked by you.
"yeah" he responded without a second glance towards you. yeah, that hurt like hell never had chuuya treated you or anyone in such manner, being an executive he carried himself in high regards. he never allowed for his emotions to show but this morning was completely different, you wanted to know what was wrong. what had been bothering chuuya this morning? you also knew asking him would be overstepping your boundaries towards the executive.
seeing chuuya in this state bothered you.
you needed to know what was bothering him.
"chuuya" you called out towards the ginger who turned to look at you. "is everything alright?"
"everything is alright" he answered and you did not what to press the matter any further because according to the rest of the mafria chuuya had quite an explosive attitude.
"i just wanted to make sure you were alright, you seemed..different today" you said.
"you really caught that?" he asked.
"..i did.." i answered and he looked to be deep in thought.
"hey..what do you think of me?" he asked catching me off guard.
"m-me?' you stuttered completely taken back from the questioned.
"yeah..how do you view me?"
"from what i've seen you..seem like a caring and sweet individual" you quickly answered hoping not to catch his aggressive side.
"really?" he asked not expecting said answer. it made him happy to know you didn't think of him as some degenerate.
"you seem like..a good person that was dealt with a bad hand." you couldn't believe you were expressing such feelings and opinions towards chuuya. all you hoped for was not to offend him.
due to always being in survival mode, chuuya never got to learn new and different emotions. he thought the attraction he felt towards you was just being overprotectiveness towards his fellow mafia associates.
he also couldn't deny the feelings of attraction he felt towards you. he waited to see you every morning, he waited to hear your voice and he waited to see your face. chuuya was completely obsessed with you without even knowing so himself. he knew within him that loving and caring for someone within the mafia was useless and eventually it would all come crashing down.
he thought of all his deceased friends he had within the mafia, they were gone and he refused to allow that to happen to you. he loved you enough to let you go, he loved you enough to know he shouldn't involve you in such business but he couldn't help himself. he wanted to get to know you, he wanted to get close to you..he just wanted all of you.
the way you described him made his heart do a somersault, he couldn't believe someone as innocent as you could see him in such a way. he wondered if you two could ever be given a chance to be happy together but that's all he could do was wonder. wonder and imagine a happy life with you, a picture perfect life that would never see the light.
"thanks for that" he said before leaving, leaving you in a confused state. he never spoke to you again after that day besides his normal 'good morning' and 'good night' but you think of that day daily, how much you wished for one day to be close to chuuya.
ms.akabane: i'm on a fairy tail rewatch for the first time since i was 18 and damn laxus is looking so good, i had to write a little spicey fic.
not proofread. not capitalizied on purpose. (:
laxus dreyar x fem! reader (a lil spicey)
laxus dreyar.
oh, god how much you'd drool over that man, from his height, to his muscles to his ass everything about him was perfect in your eyes..well maybe besides that attitude of his but you do have to admit it changed after his return to fairy tail.
he was more gentle and caring to his guildmates and that only made you fall even harder for him.
his body towered over yours and how much you'd just love to climb that tall and muscular man.
these inappropriate thoughts constantly ran through your head when you'd see him. the thought of his large hands roaming your body, the thought of your bodies being so close together made you squeeze your thighs tight and his voice, the thought of hearing him moan your name could send you into cardiac arrest.
you wanted that man, bad.
you thought about him late at night when you couldn't go to bed, you imagined him next you...unclothed. you imagined his strong arms wrapped around you protectively but yet he'd hold you as if you were a delicate flower he was scared to crush.
you loved laxus, through all his flaws and mistakes.
you loved him and you only wished for him to love you back.
then, just before you were ready to get in the shower you heard a knock from your front door and without thinking you opened the door with just a towel hiding your figure.
"laxus" you said surprised.
"shocking i know but i was talking to evergreen and i believe i love you.."
it didn't take long for that little flimsy towel of yours to reach your ankles and for him to take your body into your bedroom.
akabane notes: not capatilized on purpose. not proofread (:
sid jenkins x reader (angst)
it was time to say goodbye.
goodbye to bristol, goodbye to sid, the boy you loved deeply but even if the love was deep and passionate from both sides you both knew the relationship had ran its course.
the relationship became too much for the both of you. nothing was worth all the crying, heartbreak and betrayal that went on within the relationship.
no amount of apologies could fix your broken heart.
michelle.
he hooked up with michelle, his first love.
all the times he told you not to worry, were lies and you knew. every time she'd come around his eyes would sparkle, he'd stumbled over his words and he'd begin to play with his hands, trying to avoid her.
you loved sid through it all and everyone knew this. you were there to help him with his course work, you were there through tony's shit antics, you were there when his parents split and most of all you were there when his father passed away. you held him tight that day, you held him and told him everything would be okay because he had you..forever.
unfortunately, forever was cut short.
this goodbye at the bus station was the end. there was no more you and sid, he fucked up and this time it was unforgivable.
fucking michelle. fucking sid.
fuck them both and with a broken heart you board the train. a new life and a love await you, you're done with the heartbreak and done with the lies for you this is over, for you a new life is ready to blossom.
ms.akabane: yeah i'm rewatching skins. i love cook forever, my broken boy who just needed a hug.
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james cook x reader (angst?)
"i'm unfixable!" yelled cook. tears running down both his face and yours.
"we can work through your issues please" you cried holding onto his hand as he tried to pull away.
"i'm shit..i'm shit" he cried falling to his knees.
it felt like a cliche, you and the boy you loved crying in the rain mid-break up. you only saw these types of scenes in the movies but here you are in real time, crying in the rain telling the boy you loved not to leave.
the love was passionate, the love was fiery, the love was hot.
you fell deeply in love with james cook but oh my, he fell even harder for you and that scared him. fuck, it scared immensely that he even tried to push you away. he cheated and he lied multiple times to push you away but the toxicity and love you had for him kept you in place.
in your own twisty way, you loved to fight for him. you loved the intense makeouts and shags after the arguments. you knew he loved you and only you because if he didn't, he wouldn't come back. he wouldn't come back to your bed, into your arms and into your life.
you knew all he wanted was to be loved and accepted.
he wanted to be understood, but no one ever gave him that chance. no one but you and he fucking loved you for that but he also hated it, he hated how you could see right through him like a window. you could see the hurt in his eyes and how much he desired to be loved the way he loved but then here you were trying to convince cook to stay.
"just fuck off!" he shouted but you knew he didn't mean it, he couldn't. this was because of the fight he had with freddie and jj, he didn't mean all the things he said to you, he never did.
"please you're being mental" you cried.
he loved you and you loved him, well that's what you told yourself a least but this cycle of pain would continue over and over and over again.
ms.akabane: imagine talking ishhh about me and im just in my room writing fanfiction (:
anyways here's a cute little piece for hibiki from fairy tail ♡
not proofread. not capitalized on purpose.
hibiki lates x reader (fluff)
that damn pretty boy and his damn pick up lines.
those damn pick up lines that shouldn't work but they did.
those damn pick up lines that kept you a blushing mess, the hard exterior you tried so hard to keep crumbled underneath his presences.
"hello beautiful, what do you say we go out for dinner tonight?"
"i'm not a photographer, but i can picture us together"
"do you know what my shirt is made of? boyfriend material"
he kept those stupid little pick up lines coming and coming and coming. he never gave up and maybe you didn't want him too.
hibiki was known as blue pegasus' top playboy and because of this you never took him seriously. he was just playing around to you and to every person around but still you couldn't help but fall for his boyish charms.
when his hand would touch yours it'd send tingles down your spine. his sweet voice gave you goosebumps and damn the way you'd get lost in his eyes drove you crazy, in fact it drove you crazy how hibiki made you feel.
you also had to admit just how sweet he was, like coffee in the morning; opening doors for you; giving you more of earnings when taking a job together; paying for lunch or dinner and he'd call you beautiful everyday.
he didn't care about the rejection, he cared about you and he wanted you to know that as well. he wanted for you to know how much he truly loved you but due to his reputation he knew it'd take a village but he was ready to lead that village.
he was ready to be tied to one person and that person was you.
he was finally ready to open his heart again and it was all because of you.
he was ready to take that leap in love and he'd hold your hand when you were ready to jump and fall into love.
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ms.akabane: i use to make playlists for haikyuu characters and i came across my old tsukishima playlist, here's a piece inspired by perfectly, perfect by simple plan.
not proofread. not capitalized on purpose (:
college! tsukishima x reader (fluff?)
"perfectly, perfect."
tsukishima kei thought seeing you walk over to him alongside his best friend yamaguchi.
tsukishima the bookworm knew it was scientifically proven that no one could ever be perfect but for him you were, ever since your first meeting, freshman year of college.
you challenged him like no one else could or ever would and he loved it.
the stubbornness, that loud mouth of yours, those rosy cheeks, those bright eyes, your hair, your smile and oh my god the list could go on forever if he was given the chance.
no one ever peaked his interest, not during grade school when most first crushes would usually develop and not even during high school when those teenage hormones would begin to stir. he always had to pick something out that he didn't like when any of his teammates would point out a cute bystander but when it came to you he was hooked.
completely entranced with your voice, he could never get enough and when he heard that sweet and silky voice of yours he couldn't help but stare. his whole undivided attention was on you and only you, no one ever had that privilege but you.
to him, your face was so perfect it belong on a magazine but then again he wouldn't want that because then everyone else around the world would be able to see your beauty even if you couldn't see it yourself. he's heard from yamaguchi about your insecurities but as smart as he is he could never see why.
again, to him you were perfectly...perfect from head to toe and he wished you knew that.
he wished you knew how cute your laugh was, how adorable your face looked when you were confused, how funny your jokes were, how lovely your hair looked, how good you smelled, and just how smart you were.
how could anyone like you ever think anything less of yourself.
ms. akabane: i have no idea what this even is but i love chuuya. not proofread, not capitalized on purpose.
no plot, just bored.
drabble, i think?
chuuya nakahara x reader (fluff?)
chuuya nakahara had no future until he joined the mafia.
prior to this the only thing chuuya knew was survival.
to survive this world and to help his former sheep members survive this cruel world that had also been unkind to them all.
he never knew leaving the sheep and joining the mafia would bring him a happiness he never thought he would ever find. he thinks the closest he's ever felt to happiness was when he would go to the arcade with dazai because during those moments he felt like a normal teenager, a teenager who's supposed to live carefree.
then he laid his eyes upon you.
the mafia's newest recruit.
you were wonderful. the most perfect person he had ever seen and you were now under his care. he rattled his brain trying to figure out how someone so beautiful and kind could ever join this ruthless business...to be part of the mafia.
graceful and flawless, you shouldn't be tainted within these walls of the mafia and even though it's been proven time and time again you don't need any protection, chuuya couldn't help but think of you as his damsel in distress. he wanted to protect you from all that is wrong with the world and within the mafia.
he couldn't allow for any darkness to taint that heart of yours.
ms.akabane: not capitalized on purpose, i did proofread a bit and if there are any mistakes ignore it because truthfully i hate proofreading.
sorry if this is shit (:
there's no plot, recently rewatched skins and remembered just how much i love sid.
sid jenkins x reader (fluff?)
sid jenkins knew he was shit, for fucksakes everyone around him told him so.
his father, his teachers and even his own bloody best friend.
so, it had to be true then, right?
wrong.
-
"fuck" sid sighed throwing his half finished spliff on the ground.
"what has you in such a mood sidney?" you asked taking a seat next to him on the ground.
"oh..hi.." he said not even taking a glance at you.
"not very chipper today, are we?"
"i failed that midterm paper"
"i'm guessing your dad and tony already gave you shit for it?"
"my dad..tony..the teachers..the counselor...everybody"
"not me" you said grabbing his hand.
"what?"
"i think you're great sid..really great"
-
sid never heard those words, not from anyone but hearing them from you made his heart start to race. my goodness for him, you were always an angel sent from heaven, from your voice to your face to your personality just everything about you was perfect so perfect that it hurt him to know you'd never look his way. all the negativity always directed towards him made his confidence almost nonexistent and because of that he could never imagine someone like you to ever look his way but you did.
sid, he was sweet but a mess but goodness you loved the fuck out of that mess. sid, just needed to know he was loved. of course, his friends and mom would tell him just how much they loved him but he never truly felt it not even the slightest.
you saw past everything, you saw past the "mess" everyone else seemed to criticize him for.
you wanted to absolutely love the fuck out of sid jenkins and from the words of your dear friend chris.
"fuck it" you said before diving in for a kiss. "i love you sid.."
SYNOPSIS: WILLIAM LEFT YOU HEARTBROKEN AFTER HE BETRAYED THE CLOVER KINGDOM BUT YOU CONTINUE TO WAIT FOR HIM AT THE SMALL COTTAGE YOU BOTH ONCE SHARED.
no matter how much he hurt you, you couldn't leave. even though he lied to the entire kingdom, to you, you couldn't leave so he left you.
even if william did such a thing to you, you couldn't help but sit and wait for him to comeback. deep inside your heart you knew he would.
you haven't given up hope for you both to one day reconcile after all the beautiful moments you've both shared there's no way this could all be over, this romance could not end.
you understood why he felt the need to leave you in the past. looking at you only reminded him of all the pain he put you through, all the lies he told and all those broken promises. you wondered if he ever thinks of you and the way he left you a shattered mess, if the image of your crying face stayed with him?
his last parting words rang in the back of your mind daily. those eyes of his were no longer the vibrate shade of purple you came to love, they were dark, dull and filled with sadness. you'll never forget the way they looked into your eyes when saying goodbye.
he felt unworthy to be by your side, to him you deserved better than a man who betrayed his country and harmed the ones you love but to you, william was the one for you and he always will be. even after all the chaos that came from his own hands you couldn't help but forgive him. you knew william and what transpired within the kingdom you knew was not entirely his fault, it couldn't be.
you sat in the small desk in the living room, ready to write in the small diary you bought after william left. that small book had been your only companion since then, it knew all those feelings you carried inside.
dear diary,
it's been three months and i'm still sitting in the small cottage william and i shared once upon a time ago. we haven't spoken since he left but i still have hope and i think i always will, when two people once shared a love so innocent and true how could they just let it go so easily? -
a knock interrupted your writing and instantly your hands be came sweaty and your mind began to race with thoughts of william. could it be him? well there's only one way to find out.
