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One. Reread all the old facebook messages. Yes, they will taste like ash and read like an obituary, but some days it good to remember you were once wanted.

Two. Then delete the messages and instantly regret, you have always been good at setting fires, but you always seem to get burnt too.

Three. And because the flame is not yet hot enough, delete her too and instantly regret. Spend the night justify murdering your last friend.

Four. Write a hundred poems and post them on your blog, like postnotes on office boards no one reads, hope she will read them.

Five. Hate her, hate the stars, hate yourself. bury yourself in bed and wish it was the ground, do not feel any shame for this.