A = -1

And therefore these same concepts of a = -1 are infinitely abound in daily life.

Now there are several theories that point to this. simulation theory, Turing theory, the butterfly effect, the idea and concept of god and related entities, Zen Buddhism, and the list goes on and on. It applies to the whole field of mathematics even in today’s knowledge.

In Turing theory in particular (while there are many equivalents) every possible infinite “equation” ends with one of two answers. A loop or a stop.

If you follow the loops you get positive emotions and the concept of “god” / “buddha”.

If you follow the stops you get negative emotions and the concept of “harm” or “suicide” or “murder”.

The stance of negative and positive is subjective to personal viewpoints.

Neither is necessarily wrong or right per say as both sides are like two sides of the same coin. One cannot exist without the other. There’s parties representing both sides from many wakes of life who consider one or the other to be morally correct.

The definition per say of “god” or “buddha” is different from one to another the same way the opposite is.

What I mean by A = -1 is that with any sort of variable in life.. be it consciousness or anything really.. it cannot be proven.

Even the concept of what “proven” is. Even the deepest definitions conclude with one side or the other.

As humans we live in the divide as our decisions are to us and to every other conscious being who considers us of our “moral system”.

To get this out of the way here are questions many will ask me or in cases not ask me but wonder. After these questions I will explain how you can support me. All of the following information is subject to change.

Who are you?

I am a teenager of legal age in my jurisdiction of the world. I respond to she/her pronouns and I respect all ways of life regardless of if it is in the past, present, or future considered morally “wrong” or “right”. I do not necessarily have the qualifications to say I am correct or incorrect about any subject you will find here in this space. These topics are merely my journey and journal to my place of understanding. Some in this world think I am insane, and others think I am spiritually enlightened.

What is this all about?

This is my personal spiritual journal and journey to understanding. I created this page in order to stop annoying my close friends with my ranting about various topics. I think I will have more spaces similar to this in the future. I also believe that my perspective may help others. I may change this space to include my other interests in the future.

How can I support you?

Well of course there is the obvious things such as sharing and following and such. However I think support goes much deeper than that. If you can help me give back to this world by contributing to the conversation I think that’s the best thing you could do for me. Win win I hope.