Some random Cale thoughts
dying is easy, living is hard…but hyung said living is best that’s why
that’s why I can’t die,
I will not, I refuse
even if I continue to have
bloody nose
cough up blood
break my heart into shards
even then…especially then
I want to keep my promise to him…to them.
Hyung, Hyung, Hyung
Aren’t you happy, I finally called you that.
You told me we’d survive together and rebuild our new life.
Y-y-you promised
You’re gone but I’m still here, I can’t follow you because I know you’ll get mad.
I wanna go
I wanna see you
I miss you hyung
dying is—
dying is easy but living without you
it’s like living without the sun and moon
without my balance and gravity
you are my comfort and refuge
Living is truly the best but only when you were with me















