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You very strategically stayed out of it. And yeah, a lot of this right now is your fault because you are completely incapable of not responding to even the tiniest disagreements, bait, or odd observation you don't feel aligned with your view despite people repeatedly and at every tone imaginable telling you that you need to stop and it's not a good idea exactly because of shit like you're dealing with now.

Don't act like I didn't go out of my way already to have your back. Don't act like I haven't defended you. I'm not the one you want to do that with.

You can call it prioritizing ourselves if you want, but ultimately it's already experiencing you not having our backs because people were playing the optics games. Don't be mad you can't depend on us when we can't depend on you and don't be mad when people see the culmination of you taking the bait for months and don't want to be involved.

You don't deserve to be harassed, no one does. You don't deserve people taking everything you did in the worst imagined light, no one does.

You also don't deserve our support no questions asked.

You aren't entitled to our unquestioning and unwavering support just because you don't like the same people we don't like.

And all I hear? Fuckin crickets.

I took more arrows for your team than you care to realize. Multiple emails and private correspondences were sent to my professional peers trying to drag me down due to association with your group. And I defended you in ways I didn't make public. Because I don't want a sympathy card for doing what I felt was ethically right.

But when rumors with the potential to ruin a life? Fuckin nothing.

Right now, Lily is on a campaign against Britt saying that she's grooming one of her friends and that that friend is a minor Britt is using as an art slave.

Which I also refuse to believe you don't see.

I don't know what team you think I'm on, but you seem to think it's tied to Sai and all that shit when it's not. When I say we I mean me and Britt. My side is right here with these people on Tumblr. Morbs, Rambling, Britt, Hare, a few others.

I gave up trying to juggle YouTuber shit when I was getting openly and flagrantly harassed and lied about in y'alls discords and instead of going "Well that's just not true" it was, ironically, crickets. Crickets get what crickets give. And you were all crickets for a year while I got called a tyrant and a host of other things right to y'alls faces.

Believe it or not, Ant, I took those arrows too for you. And I didn't say a damn thing and still haven't said a damn thing about a lot and will continue to not say a damn thing because that shit isn't important enough for me to mention on this blog.

You are not the center of my universe, neither is Sai or Crim. That's not what I'm here for and that's not what I'm about.

I was distracted with other complicated matters and didn't know what was going on with you. But I don't expect you to keep up with that, like you expect me to keep up with everything else.

No, I don't think you're "with Sai" which makes that whole thing weird. I almost wrote off what you said as bait because of you implying that.

I saw Lily say that about Britt though. And I signal boosted accurate information by reposting what I saw.

But the thing is if I don't see something happening, how am I supposed to respond to it? I only see shit people say about me because I get tagged in it or someone else informs me. No one told me what was going on with you, so I never saw it.

But I know you keep track of what Lily says. So I know you saw what she said about me. And you chose vindictively to ignore it. Because it wasn't important to you.

As for bad mouthing you in my Discord? Never happened. I never mentioned you in my Discord. I don't think ever. I try to keep the focus on my current projects there, which often take months to work on.

I didn't say you were bad mouthing me which proves to me that you didn't read what I said.

You aren't deescalating. You're responding defensively which doesn't deescalate anything.

We aren't escalating though because I'm not fighting with you.

I'm telling you point blank monotone that I don't believe you didn't see it and find your tactic here manipulative and that you are hypocritical for wanting to get what you don't give and that I'm not going to let you behave like that towards myself or my friends.

In "y'alls Discords" includes mine. But I guess "harassed and lied" is different than "bad mouthed."

And no, I didn't see it. I don't know if you know this, but I am constantly working. I miss a lot of drama unless it directly pertains to me. I was caught up with the Saberspark stuff, caught up with YouTube grifter research, and my spouse gave birth. I genuinely did not have the time to know about people I never heard of on tags I don't follow.

You know, because it wasn't an ongoing smear campaign or anything, I guess. It was just badmouthing. Lets play that down for your sake.

You very strategically stayed out of it. And yeah, a lot of this right now is your fault because you are completely incapable of not responding to even the tiniest disagreements, bait, or odd observation you don't feel aligned with your view despite people repeatedly and at every tone imaginable telling you that you need to stop and it's not a good idea exactly because of shit like you're dealing with now.

Don't act like I didn't go out of my way already to have your back. Don't act like I haven't defended you. I'm not the one you want to do that with.

You can call it prioritizing ourselves if you want, but ultimately it's already experiencing you not having our backs because people were playing the optics games. Don't be mad you can't depend on us when we can't depend on you and don't be mad when people see the culmination of you taking the bait for months and don't want to be involved.

You don't deserve to be harassed, no one does. You don't deserve people taking everything you did in the worst imagined light, no one does.

You also don't deserve our support no questions asked.

You aren't entitled to our unquestioning and unwavering support just because you don't like the same people we don't like.

And all I hear? Fuckin crickets.

I took more arrows for your team than you care to realize. Multiple emails and private correspondences were sent to my professional peers trying to drag me down due to association with your group. And I defended you in ways I didn't make public. Because I don't want a sympathy card for doing what I felt was ethically right.

But when rumors with the potential to ruin a life? Fuckin nothing.

Right now, Lily is on a campaign against Britt saying that she's grooming one of her friends and that that friend is a minor Britt is using as an art slave.

Which I also refuse to believe you don't see.

I don't know what team you think I'm on, but you seem to think it's tied to Sai and all that shit when it's not. When I say we I mean me and Britt. My side is right here with these people on Tumblr. Morbs, Rambling, Britt, Hare, a few others.

I gave up trying to juggle YouTuber shit when I was getting openly and flagrantly harassed and lied about in y'alls discords and instead of going "Well that's just not true" it was, ironically, crickets. Crickets get what crickets give. And you were all crickets for a year while I got called a tyrant and a host of other things right to y'alls faces.

Believe it or not, Ant, I took those arrows too for you. And I didn't say a damn thing and still haven't said a damn thing about a lot and will continue to not say a damn thing because that shit isn't important enough for me to mention on this blog.

You are not the center of my universe, neither is Sai or Crim. That's not what I'm here for and that's not what I'm about.

I was distracted with other complicated matters and didn't know what was going on with you. But I don't expect you to keep up with that, like you expect me to keep up with everything else.

No, I don't think you're "with Sai" which makes that whole thing weird. I almost wrote off what you said as bait because of you implying that.

I saw Lily say that about Britt though. And I signal boosted accurate information by reposting what I saw.

But the thing is if I don't see something happening, how am I supposed to respond to it? I only see shit people say about me because I get tagged in it or someone else informs me. No one told me what was going on with you, so I never saw it.

But I know you keep track of what Lily says. So I know you saw what she said about me. And you chose vindictively to ignore it. Because it wasn't important to you.

As for bad mouthing you in my Discord? Never happened. I never mentioned you in my Discord. I don't think ever. I try to keep the focus on my current projects there, which often take months to work on.

I didn't say you were bad mouthing me which proves to me that you didn't read what I said.

You aren't deescalating. You're responding defensively which doesn't deescalate anything.

We aren't escalating though because I'm not fighting with you.

I'm telling you point blank monotone that I don't believe you didn't see it and find your tactic here manipulative and that you are hypocritical for wanting to get what you don't give and that I'm not going to let you behave like that towards myself or my friends.

In "y'alls Discords" includes mine. But I guess "harassed and lied" is different than "bad mouthed."

And no, I didn't see it. I don't know if you know this, but I am constantly working. I miss a lot of drama unless it directly pertains to me. I was caught up with the Saberspark stuff, caught up with YouTube grifter research, and my spouse gave birth. I genuinely did not have the time to know about people I never heard of on tags I don't follow.

You very strategically stayed out of it. And yeah, a lot of this right now is your fault because you are completely incapable of not responding to even the tiniest disagreements, bait, or odd observation you don't feel aligned with your view despite people repeatedly and at every tone imaginable telling you that you need to stop and it's not a good idea exactly because of shit like you're dealing with now.

Don't act like I didn't go out of my way already to have your back. Don't act like I haven't defended you. I'm not the one you want to do that with.

You can call it prioritizing ourselves if you want, but ultimately it's already experiencing you not having our backs because people were playing the optics games. Don't be mad you can't depend on us when we can't depend on you and don't be mad when people see the culmination of you taking the bait for months and don't want to be involved.

You don't deserve to be harassed, no one does. You don't deserve people taking everything you did in the worst imagined light, no one does.

You also don't deserve our support no questions asked.

You aren't entitled to our unquestioning and unwavering support just because you don't like the same people we don't like.

And all I hear? Fuckin crickets.

I took more arrows for your team than you care to realize. Multiple emails and private correspondences were sent to my professional peers trying to drag me down due to association with your group. And I defended you in ways I didn't make public. Because I don't want a sympathy card for doing what I felt was ethically right.

But when rumors with the potential to ruin a life? Fuckin nothing.

Right now, Lily is on a campaign against Britt saying that she's grooming one of her friends and that that friend is a minor Britt is using as an art slave.

Which I also refuse to believe you don't see.

I don't know what team you think I'm on, but you seem to think it's tied to Sai and all that shit when it's not. When I say we I mean me and Britt. My side is right here with these people on Tumblr. Morbs, Rambling, Britt, Hare, a few others.

I gave up trying to juggle YouTuber shit when I was getting openly and flagrantly harassed and lied about in y'alls discords and instead of going "Well that's just not true" it was, ironically, crickets. Crickets get what crickets give. And you were all crickets for a year while I got called a tyrant and a host of other things right to y'alls faces.

Believe it or not, Ant, I took those arrows too for you. And I didn't say a damn thing and still haven't said a damn thing about a lot and will continue to not say a damn thing because that shit isn't important enough for me to mention on this blog.

You are not the center of my universe, neither is Sai or Crim. That's not what I'm here for and that's not what I'm about.

I was distracted with other complicated matters and didn't know what was going on with you. But I don't expect you to keep up with that, like you expect me to keep up with everything else.

No, I don't think you're "with Sai" which makes that whole thing weird. I almost wrote off what you said as bait because of you implying that.

I saw Lily say that about Britt though. And I signal boosted accurate information by reposting what I saw.

But the thing is if I don't see something happening, how am I supposed to respond to it? I only see shit people say about me because I get tagged in it or someone else informs me. No one told me what was going on with you, so I never saw it.

But I know you keep track of what Lily says. So I know you saw what she said about me. And you chose vindictively to ignore it. Because it wasn't important to you.

As for bad mouthing you in my Discord? Never happened. I never mentioned you in my Discord. I don't think ever. I try to keep the focus on my current projects there, which often take months to work on.

You very strategically stayed out of it. And yeah, a lot of this right now is your fault because you are completely incapable of not responding to even the tiniest disagreements, bait, or odd observation you don't feel aligned with your view despite people repeatedly and at every tone imaginable telling you that you need to stop and it's not a good idea exactly because of shit like you're dealing with now.

Don't act like I didn't go out of my way already to have your back. Don't act like I haven't defended you. I'm not the one you want to do that with.

You can call it prioritizing ourselves if you want, but ultimately it's already experiencing you not having our backs because people were playing the optics games. Don't be mad you can't depend on us when we can't depend on you and don't be mad when people see the culmination of you taking the bait for months and don't want to be involved.

You don't deserve to be harassed, no one does. You don't deserve people taking everything you did in the worst imagined light, no one does.

You also don't deserve our support no questions asked.

You aren't entitled to our unquestioning and unwavering support just because you don't like the same people we don't like.

And all I hear? Fuckin crickets.

I took more arrows for your team than you care to realize. Multiple emails and private correspondences were sent to my professional peers trying to drag me down due to association with your group. And I defended you in ways I didn't make public. Because I don't want a sympathy card for doing what I felt was ethically right.

But when rumors with the potential to ruin a life? Fuckin nothing.