I'd be rather disturbed by Hearts's insistence on making so many side blogs like the Lily-Critical-Confessions blog or the Foxhound Heart Monitor one or even the Critical Hearts one if it didnt feel honestly really sad how desperate they are for attention.
This all feels like behavior of someone who genuinely does not have a single person in their life to give them any attention, and so they cling to whatever attention and validation they can get online (even if it's the negative)
In a way, I do genuinely feel sorry for Hearts in that manner.
That it is just so painfully clear that she has no one in her life that gives her any real level of care or support.
I can only speculate, I dont know Hearts personally, but a lot of her behavior really does feel steeped in someone who just feels so utterly alone and abandoned by everyone around them that she just clings to whatever scraps she can get. I can only imagine the lack of support and love from her own kin in that regard.
My sympathies only go so far, and recognizing this doesn't excuse her behavior of course. Just feels deeply sad to constantly try pulling the same stunt over and over again with such diminishing returns because fewer and fewer people are even willing to glance over, let alone interact.
How many of those asks are Self Asks? Im willing to bet the vast majority of them.
You'd be less lonely if tou sought professional help and worked to better yourself.
Or at the very least if you straight up left this community behind you and started friend in something not tied to drama in any way.
