Self Help

Can we all just shut up about people not wearing the poppy? We get it, you think Hockey man shouldn’t have lost his job. He had a point, about what I don’t know. Unless you wore a poppy everyday and took that minute of silence, just shut up. I went to the remembrance day ceremony with my boyfriend this year. Every one year I’ve tried to for get that it was remembrance that and accept the day off. Why? No one had given me a reason to care about out veteran and our troops. Now my boyfriend is military and I have a reason to care. And you want to know what I saw while I was there, so far back I couldn’t hear a word? People in uniform were talking through the whole thing, a good chunk left before the whole thing was over, the gun went off the mark the moment of silence and a reservist was talking and laughing about being sacred by the gun(he worked with those guns). We were standing so far back that we couldn’t hear and still no one around use, civilian or not, were being quiet and trying to hear. You want to talk to me about immigrants not having to respect? Out own fucking Canadians barely have that. But in the end if they fought for our freedom shouldn’t that mean freedom? Or is freedom not truly free?

I really wanna talk and tell you all about my day. Lay back and listen to you talk about yours. I miss the sound of you voice and the feeling of your arms around me.

I swear it feels like my room just sucks everything out of but the depression..

Decided to do a little bit of exercise for the second day in a row. Ended up laying on my floor after 15 minutes trying to not pass out.... boy I'm not in shape 😅 but it still felt good to know I'm working on it.