*Ā Ā MANICĀ Ā ššššš Ā šššššššš .
* Ā all Ā starters / lyrics Ā taken Ā from Ā the Ā halseyĀ albumĀ manic.
āĀ but it seems iām only clinginā to an idea nowĀ . Ā ā
āĀ someday when i burst into flames, iāll leave you the dust, my loveĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i told you iād spill my gutsĀ . Ā ā
āĀ seems like itās impossible to work this out. Ā ā
ā Ā is it really that strange if i always wanna change ?Ā ā
āĀ Ā itās gettinā harder every day, somehow. Ā ā
ā Ā the people on the street donāt know my name. Ā ā
ā Ā iām constantly having a breakthroughĀ . Ā ā
āĀ would you make out with me underneath the shelter of the balcony ?Ā ā
āĀ i donāt need anyone,Ā i just need everyone and then someĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and with one eye open, well, all i see is youĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i know my heart still has a suitcase but i still canāt take it through. Ā ā
āĀ Ā itās crazy when the thing you love the most is the detriment. Ā ā
āĀ i keep digging myself down deeper, i wonāt stopĀ ātill i get where you areĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i woulda followed all the way no matter how far. Ā ā
ā Ā youĀ push right through meĀ . Ā ā
āĀ they say i may be making a mistakeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ itās funny how the warning signs can feel like theyāre butterfliesĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i wouldāve followed all the way to the graveyardĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i gotta get it off my chest.Ā ā
āĀ youāre not half the man you think that you areĀ . Ā ā
āĀ you canāt love nothing unless thereās something in it for youĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i tried to help you, it just made you madĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i had no warning about who you are. Ā ā
āĀ just glad i made it out without breaking down.Ā ā
ā Ā i really meant well from the start. Ā ā
āĀ i feel so sad .Ā āĀ
āĀ you should be sad .Ā ā
FOREVER⦠(IS A LONG TIME) .
āĀ i spent a long time substituting honest with sarcasticĀ . Ā ā
āĀ you cut me open, sucked the poison from an aging woundĀ . Ā ā
āĀ now fifty thousand war cadets would cower at this small brunette. Ā ā
āĀ cause i could never hold a perfect thing and not demolish itĀ . Ā ā
āĀ how could somebody ever love me ?Ā ā
āĀ thereās power in the words you whisperĀ . Ā ā
āĀ he treats you so cold and so mindless. Ā ā
āĀ your eyes are open when you kiss himĀ . Ā ā
āĀ talk to your man, tell him heās got bad news comingĀ . Ā ā
āĀ you can take a chance, come take my hand.Ā ā
āĀ all my empathyās a disasterĀ . Ā ā
āĀ my friends are getting bored of meĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i canāt remember anything but thinking youāre the oneĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i could fall in love with anybody who donāt want me. Ā ā
ā Ā iāll keep saying i hate everybody, but maybe i donātĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i know iāve got a tendency to exaggerate what iām seeing. Ā ā
āĀ i know that itās unfair of me to make a memory out of a feelingĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā infatuation is observation with a costĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā if i could make you love me, maybe you could make me love meĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and if i canāt make you love me, then iāll just hate everybodyĀ . Ā ā
āĀ think i took it way too far, and iām stumbling drunk getting in a car. Ā ā
āĀ i keep on hanging on the line, ignoring every warning sign. Ā ā
āĀ come on and make me feel alright againĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i need it digital cause baby when itās physical i end up alone. Ā ā
ā Ā itās 3am, and iām calling everybody that i knowĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and would you please pick up the fucking phone ? ā
āĀ i was afraid to leave you on your ownĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and if they laugh then fuckĀ āem allĀ . Ā ā
āĀ does it ever get lonely thinkinā you could live without me ?Ā ā
āĀ gave loveĀ ābout a hundred triesĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā iĀ got you off your knees, put you right back on your feet just so you could take advantage of meĀ . Ā ā
āĀ you donāt have to say just what you didĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā iĀ had to go and find out from themĀ . Ā ā
FINALLYĀ /Ā BEAUTIFUL STRANGERĀ .
āĀ you can come to mine, but both my roommates are homeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and iām terrified, but i canāt resistĀ . Ā ā
āĀ beautiful strangers only come along to do me wrongĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i think itās finally, finally, finally safe for me to fallĀ . Ā ā
āĀ you stopped me in my tracks and put me right in my place.Ā ā
āĀ i used to think that loving was a painful chase.Ā ā
āĀ but youāre right here now and i think youāll stay,Ā ā
āĀ bit my nails down so they wouldnāt scratchĀ . Ā ā
āĀ your pussy is a wonderlandĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and i have never felt the differenceĀ . Ā ā
āĀ canāt get caught, so weāre stiller than a statueĀ . Ā ā
āĀ bad news, think iāll probably die before i have youĀ . Ā ā
āĀ told me pick my battles and iām pickinā them wiseĀ . Ā ā
āĀ so weāll sneak in the back and then weāll kick in the door. Ā ā
āĀ tell me, have you ever keyed a ferrari before ?Ā ā
āĀ and iām not breakinā, i wonāt take itĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and i wonāt ever feel this way againĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and i wonāt ever try againĀ . Ā ā
āĀ ācause all i want in return is revengeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ ācause i donāt need you anymoreĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā iāve been trying all my life to separate the time in between the having it all and giving it upĀ . Ā ā
āĀ self - loathing and pride live in my heartĀ . Ā ā
āĀ may my leap not be a fallĀ . Ā ā
āĀ never forget that the stars you hope for only appear in the darkĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i wonder whatās in store if i donāt love anymoreĀ . Ā ā
āĀ we are too young to be hesitating, just run right into itĀ . Ā ā
āĀ nothing grows when a house aināt a homeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ lyinā awake and i stare at the door, i just canāt take it no moreĀ . Ā ā
āĀ they told me itās useless, thereās no hope in storeĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā but somehow i just want you moreĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i cry and my knuckles get soreĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and when you decide itās your time to arrive, iāve loved you for all my lifeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ somehow i still love you moreĀ . Ā ā
ā Ā i should be living the dreamĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and you wouldnāt believe everything that iāve seenĀ . Ā ā
āĀ no one around me knows who i amĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i know that i have done some wrong, but iām trying to make it rightĀ . Ā ā
āĀ know that i love you but iām still learning to love myselfĀ . Ā ā
āĀ but i go home and i got no self-esteemĀ . Ā ā
āĀ no man wants to really commitĀ . Ā ā
āĀ if i breathe, itās alright, but some things donāt changeĀ . Ā ā
āĀ i canāt remember half the time that iāve been alive .Ā ā
āĀ they said donāt meet your heroes, theyāre all fuckinā weirdosĀ . Ā ā
āĀ nobody loves you, they just try to fuck youĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and who do you call when itās late at night ?Ā ā
āĀ you gotta promise us that you wonāt die, cause we need youĀ . Ā ā
āĀ and iām picking my hair out in clumps in the shower .Ā ā
āĀ but then i realized that iām no higher powerĀ . Ā ā
āĀ but i wasnāt in love then, and iām still not now.Ā ā
āĀ i think my moral compass is on a vacation.Ā ā
āĀ soft and slow, watch the minutes go .Ā ā